What event in your youth didn't make sense, but makes sense now?

[Fontaine]

Several suicides in my immediate environment (family or high school). All males.

Only far later did I understand why men are a lot more likely to kill themselves.

 

[Lord Byron]

I didn’t understand why my uncle divorced his wife. Then when I was older it came out she was fucking numerous men.

 

[GeneticDysfunction]

When I tried talking to a curvy young stacy back in the 8th grade and her friend started talking all kinds of shit about me to get everyone else to hate me. Turns out I was ugly and girls dont like ugly men existing in the same air space as them meanwhile chad creampies their assholes. Fuck life fuck looks fuck genetics fuck women and fuck nature and fuck all the bluepilled horseshit they told me so I wouldnt give up hope and ER the fuckers or rope myself and be done with it all.

P.s. the same stacy is a single mom piece of shit right now meanwhile her friend travels the world and rides the cock carousel

 

[uninstall]

women rejecting me throughout school

 

[maynarde]

I knew a successful man whose wife berated and screeched at him constantly

I wondered why he didn't divorce

It would be giving 90 pct of his income

 

[Mainländer]

women rejecting me throughout school

This basically. I always thought things would be different had I done the "right move" and kicked myself for it. Little did I know that the "right move" was being attractive, which I wasn't.

 

[Darthmat]

Nobody asking me out or woken showing romantic interest through out school life while I only had few friends.

Ugly.

 

[Deleted member 3291]

during school having females always act cold or disgusted toward me, realized it’s because I’m a subhuman curry

 

[1980Revolver]

In high school, I believed my upper-tier normie/chadlite male cousins when they told me to "just be myself" and a girl or girls would naturally gravitate towards me. Those SOB's KNEW it wasn't true, and were out to get a laugh at my expense. I curse their memory to this day.

 

[Deleted member 13256]

I didn't know why my penis got hard. But now I know it's to remind me that I will never fuck anyone with it.

 

[incels.REEEE]

I always wondered why the girls interacted so much more with everyone else than with me. Now I know it's because I am autistic and ugly.

 

[Deleted member 1042]

The male suicide. I knew a guy who fits the criteria for incel. He had friends and it was the roasties who were screeching hysterically on how beautiful he was. Another roastie was somewhat realistic and admitted he wouldn't have killed himself if had someone. At the time it was written off as standard depression and mental illness, but now I know.

Being treated poorly by others, even among my siblings as a child, even though I was considered well behaved.

 

[Gremlincel]

Bullying, as a whole, rather than one specific case. I was never sure why it was I in particular who was singled out from all the rest and attacked, at the time I thought it was just, bad luck, and because I couldn't help but act weird. Now I know it is because I am ugly and small.

 

[Deleted member 677]

I always wondered why the girls interacted so much more with everyone else than with me. Now I know it's because I am autistic and ugly.

 

[Deleted member 5712]

I always wondered why the girls interacted so much more with everyone else than with me. Now I know it's because I am autistic and ugly.

>This

Also, I would buy presents and gifts for women all the time. I legit worked my ass off as a teen and did overtime and such just so I could buy dinners for girls and get them presents. None of them ever did so much as even ask about gas or if they should pitch in. They all took my money and generosity for granted. I went crazy for years wondering why I could do so much for women and get nothing in return. Then I realized it was their whole nature. Women expect men to pay for everything and just think their presence makes everything okay. I didn't realize until I was older that paying for women is the ultimate beta move and they will mock you to their friends and talk shit behind your back because they know you will never require anything in return and that is how they want it. Take take take take TAKE TAKE TAKE TAKE T-A-K-E!!! That is all women are ever good for.

 

[Total Imbecile]

Why I never had a gf and was never respected by anyone back in middle school

 

[Deleted member 5861]

Why girls thought i was a rapist in school.

 

[The End]

Failing at everything I tried despite trying my hardest. I was told I could self-determine my life, even choose who I want to become. Now I realize I'm a turd, and you can't shine shit.

 

[SchrodingersDick]

Being bullied at school from grades 1-12
Being bullied at home and being told I’m less than the dirt under other kids fingernails
Missing out on my youth
Dad always comparing me to my successful (6’4”) cousin (he was always 99th percentile height since birth)

I was like 10th percentile height and frame in my youth. Always the smallest kid in my grade. Grew up to be 5’9”, and started norwooding around 17..

Everything makes sense. I thought I was a mentalcel before I found blackpill.. nope. I’m just short and bald.
I was bullied because I had 0 fighting success.. that’s just the natural order of things.. in the jungle, I would’ve been killed in my youth.

Also my low IQ dad compares my little brother (5’7/5’8”) to our 6’ cousin. Both are 15 years old
Dad’s an incel manlet who doesn’t realize literally every single problem he’s ever had in life could be solved by being 6’2”. The only thing he’s ever wanted is to be respected, and he doesn’t know how to do it. He tries to act assertive and shit but he can’t even do that around other males.. The blackpill would absolutely destroy him. He’d rope within a week

 

[ImpureIncel]

I didn't understand why being overly nice got me friendzoned all the time.

 

[StaroRavager]

I didn’t understand why abusive shits, low lives and players got girlfriends and I didn’t despite being a “nice guy”. It was later when I realized looks<<<status<<money<<<<personality

I was bullied because I had 0 fighting success.. that’s just the natural order of things.. in the jungle, I would’ve been killed in my youth.

Despite how much I hate society, it’s the only thing keeping us alive

 

[Rice Cel]

Why girls gave me a weird look when I simply said hi even though I didn't try to do anything sexual at all

 

[Frankenstein's M.]

women rejecting me throughout school

This.... Along with the constant embarrassment I put my self through following Chads advice, unknowingly for their amusement. I hate em all

 

[Dungcel]

Tbh it was the same for me @Fontaine

 

[Deleted member 14490]

Being bullied at school from grades 1-12
Being bullied at home and being told I’m less than the dirt under other kids fingernails
Missing out on my youth
Dad always comparing me to my successful (6’4”) cousin (he was always 99th percentile height since birth)

I was like 10th percentile height and frame in my youth. Always the smallest kid in my grade. Grew up to be 5’9”, and started norwooding around 17..

Everything makes sense. I thought I was a mentalcel before I found blackpill.. nope. I’m just short and bald.
I was bullied because I had 0 fighting success.. that’s just the natural order of things.. in the jungle, I would’ve been killed in my youth.

Also my low IQ dad compares my little brother (5’7/5’8”) to our 6’ cousin. Both are 15 years old
Dad’s an incel manlet who doesn’t realize literally every single problem he’s ever had in life could be solved by being 6’2”. The only thing he’s ever wanted is to be respected, and he doesn’t know how to do it. He tries to act assertive and shit but he can’t even do that around other males.. The blackpill would absolutely destroy him. He’d rope within a week

My dad is the opposite. 6'2 Chad who gets his way wherever he goes because he's good looking and assertive. Then he wonders why I, 5'9 with severe social anxiety, can't be like him.

 

[ShadowMonk]

E V E R Y T H I N G

 

[jerrycan dan]

I knew a successful man whose wife berated and screeched at him constantly

I wondered why he didn't divorce

It would be giving 90 pct of his income

Brutal MGTOW fuel

 

[incel4life]

When I was 9 or 10 I noticed I had a gut hatred of degeneracy but couldn't understand why I hated it so much. I remember finding out what a stripper was from an episode of Friends and being totally horrified that such a profession exists and that it was legal. At the same time, despite my emotional revulsion towards sluts, the rational part of my mind was thinking "it's just taking off clothes for money - why is it so bad?"

For the longest time I couldn't understand why I had a biological instinct to hate sluts, but now I understand. Sluts destroy society, so populations where men had a biological instinct to want to punish sluts thrived, and populations whose men had no such biological instinct perished.