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Venting What are some beliefs that you hide?

That's an interesting thing to say, considering you felt it necessary to lie when among them. Back when I was trying to join life, bit over fifteen years ago, it became a torture to maintain an imaginary girlfriend for the sake of coworkers' incessant questions. I came to hate them for not discerning the truth and helping me.
Like I said, that was my closest call. They weren't one-track-minded guys who needed to talk pussy ALL the time. They brought up and talked about other subjects, too. Plus, because I worked for the store, not them, I was not obliged to help them with their job of moving the merch onto and off the truck. I did that anyway, so I earned their respect just for that.
But among my actual coworkers in the store, there were two people who seemed to go out of their way to cause me grief, and to this day I still have no idea why. One was the lunatic display girl (she handled mannequins and signs and such) and the other worked as a secretary to the big boss. But, yeah, both females, and both unyielding when it came to badgering me on an almost daily basis.
 
I think the biggest thing I hide from from others, as silly as it sounds, because it's so fucking obvious: but I hide the fact that I am a KHHV virgin incel. Even though I am the embodiment of the blackpill in looks, mind, and spirit, I am still a total coward, and I can't stand dipping my toes into the pool of humiliation of being transparent about it like some kind of fag would with gay pride or something like that. Even if it's totally obvious, I just don't want to give normies the satisfaction of certainty about their own convictions. And although in reality they probably don't even fucking care or know anything about me, or would even remember that I am a virgin incel, IT STILL MATTERS TO ME, because to me, sex defines everything, and just the idea of people knowing the full scope of how much it matters to me, something that came SO EASY to them---I just KNOW they would find it the funniest thing ever.

Laughing at MY expense: the THEME of my life. The disconnect. The latent humiliation. It's just not possible to be a proud incel, the only PROUD incels out there are FAKECELS. Incel self-proclamation is something like a good looking white guy like Nick Fuentes does (because he KNOWS he isn't, it's all just a joke to him), but a REAL incel like St. Gropehands, it's absolutely humiliating to be one (because he KNOWS he is). That's the dichotomy of true inceldom.

obviously, if you are a REAL incel, you would be fucking terrified, as though it were your worst nightmare, to be truly doxxed as an incel.

In many ways, I just dont share any real beliefs with people. I only tell people, in the few instances they care, opinions that I perceive of as "normal," let realistic for a person of my archetype, which is tiny dick ricecel nerd.

For example, I think it would be realistic for a person of my archetype to seem like I enjoy low taxes, but otherwise, am a socially liberal. Those are normal labels I put on myself to protect my own identity, but the reality is that I think the jews are behind everything and we need to give children guns instead of books.

I dont go around telling people I listen to country music to increase ignorance or obsess over the movie 'American Pie' like it ruined my life. It would be more realistic that a person with my body would enjoy anime and fighting games-- and I do enjoy these things, so it's within my 'range' as an actor, but it's really only surface level things I self-govern out of cowardice.

In many ways, everything I really believe in, are things that would bring me personal shame, and I would rather just keep it to myself than deal with the shame of having any conviction about my ideas, because the only thing that matters, to me, is hermetically sealed hedonism.
Aside from the obvious me being an incel thingy it would be culling the population based of criminals
 
I pretend I’m a heartless racist knobhead but really I do care when I want to
 
I think the biggest thing I hide from from others, as silly as it sounds, because it's so fucking obvious: but I hide the fact that I am a KHHV virgin incel. Even though I am the embodiment of the blackpill in looks, mind, and spirit, I am still a total coward, and I can't stand dipping my toes into the pool of humiliation of being transparent about it like some kind of fag would with gay pride or something like that. Even if it's totally obvious, I just don't want to give normies the satisfaction of certainty about their own convictions. And although in reality they probably don't even fucking care or know anything about me, or would even remember that I am a virgin incel, IT STILL MATTERS TO ME, because to me, sex defines everything, and just the idea of people knowing the full scope of how much it matters to me, something that came SO EASY to them---I just KNOW they would find it the funniest thing ever.

Laughing at MY expense: the THEME of my life. The disconnect. The latent humiliation. It's just not possible to be a proud incel, the only PROUD incels out there are FAKECELS. Incel self-proclamation is something like a good looking white guy like Nick Fuentes does (because he KNOWS he isn't, it's all just a joke to him), but a REAL incel like St. Gropehands, it's absolutely humiliating to be one (because he KNOWS he is). That's the dichotomy of true inceldom.

obviously, if you are a REAL incel, you would be fucking terrified, as though it were your worst nightmare, to be truly doxxed as an incel.

In many ways, I just dont share any real beliefs with people. I only tell people, in the few instances they care, opinions that I perceive of as "normal," let realistic for a person of my archetype, which is tiny dick ricecel nerd.

For example, I think it would be realistic for a person of my archetype to seem like I enjoy low taxes, but otherwise, am a socially liberal. Those are normal labels I put on myself to protect my own identity, but the reality is that I think the jews are behind everything and we need to give children guns instead of books.

I dont go around telling people I listen to country music to increase ignorance or obsess over the movie 'American Pie' like it ruined my life. It would be more realistic that a person with my body would enjoy anime and fighting games-- and I do enjoy these things, so it's within my 'range' as an actor, but it's really only surface level things I self-govern out of cowardice.

In many ways, everything I really believe in, are things that would bring me personal shame, and I would rather just keep it to myself than deal with the shame of having any conviction about my ideas, because the only thing that matters, to me, is hermetically sealed hedonism.
I don't believe in a lot of things people consider conventional
 
I basically lead a double life. My family would likely disown me if they saw what I post online.
 
I'm an open book. No topic is off-limits for me. I have discussed the blackpill with many co-workers over the years and, interestingly enough, I found that a surprising amount of them happen to agree with me. The blackpill is becoming more mainstream.
 

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