Venting What are some beliefs that you hide?

[SlayerSlayer]

I think the biggest thing I hide from from others, as silly as it sounds, because it's so fucking obvious: but I hide the fact that I am a KHHV virgin incel. Even though I am the embodiment of the blackpill in looks, mind, and spirit, I am still a total coward, and I can't stand dipping my toes into the pool of humiliation of being transparent about it like some kind of fag would with gay pride or something like that. Even if it's totally obvious, I just don't want to give normies the satisfaction of certainty about their own convictions. And although in reality they probably don't even fucking care or know anything about me, or would even remember that I am a virgin incel, IT STILL MATTERS TO ME, because to me, sex defines everything, and just the idea of people knowing the full scope of how much it matters to me, something that came SO EASY to them---I just KNOW they would find it the funniest thing ever.

Laughing at MY expense: the THEME of my life. The disconnect. The latent humiliation. It's just not possible to be a proud incel, the only PROUD incels out there are FAKECELS. Incel self-proclamation is something like a good looking white guy like Nick Fuentes does (because he KNOWS he isn't, it's all just a joke to him), but a REAL incel like St. Gropehands, it's absolutely humiliating to be one (because he KNOWS he is). That's the dichotomy of true inceldom.

obviously, if you are a REAL incel, you would be fucking terrified, as though it were your worst nightmare, to be truly doxxed as an incel.

In many ways, I just dont share any real beliefs with people. I only tell people, in the few instances they care, opinions that I perceive of as "normal," let realistic for a person of my archetype, which is tiny dick ricecel nerd.

For example, I think it would be realistic for a person of my archetype to seem like I enjoy low taxes, but otherwise, am a socially liberal. Those are normal labels I put on myself to protect my own identity, but the reality is that I think the jews are behind everything and we need to give children guns instead of books.

I dont go around telling people I listen to country music to increase ignorance or obsess over the movie 'American Pie' like it ruined my life. It would be more realistic that a person with my body would enjoy anime and fighting games-- and I do enjoy these things, so it's within my 'range' as an actor, but it's really only surface level things I self-govern out of cowardice.

In many ways, everything I really believe in, are things that would bring me personal shame, and I would rather just keep it to myself than deal with the shame of having any conviction about my ideas, because the only thing that matters, to me, is hermetically sealed hedonism.

 

[HomicidalSuicidal88]

I try to hide all my vulnerabilities and hobby's because i cant trust to tell people anything people are wicked and evil they will crush and destroy my soul for speaking the truth or being myself

 

[Animecel2D]

I can’t hide the fact I’m KHHV incel

normies can smell it on me from a mile away

 

[SlayerSlayer]

I can’t hide the fact I’m KHHV incel

normies can smell it on me from a mile away

same, but I would still be deeply ashamed to admit it IRL, even though its the most obvious thing in the world just looking at my face and body

 

[xxectrapieces]

I hide everything

 

[NocturnalCel]

I hide my misogyny, racism and anti semitism all day at work and it’s killing me

 

[xxectrapieces]

I hide my misogyny, racism and anti semitism all day at work and it’s killing me

 

[SlayerSlayer]

I hide my misogyny, racism and anti semitism all day at work and it’s killing me

do you size people up as though you suspect you can trust them?

I remember a long time ago a white co-worker told a story about how some other white guy sized him up at a bar because he seemed like a racist white guy too, but he told him to fuck off because he wasn't. The whole affair sounded gay as fuck.

 

[certified_rizzicist]

I am extremely prolife, and most prochoice arguments make me sick. Unfortunately, very few except for religious fanatics agree with me.

 

[SlayerSlayer]

I am extremely prolife, and most prochoice arguments make me sick. Unfortunately, very few except for religious fanatics agree with me.

does the idea of giving an abortion to some stupid whore with a coat hanger not turn you on?

I would think religious fanatics would enjoy the idea of abortion as a punishment for whores, but I suppose forcing whores to raise a kid on their own is also a form of punishment. This is why I can't pick a lane on abortion. I like the idea of knocking up teenagers as a teen and then abandoning them. But I also like the idea of aborting a fetus and ruining the whore's life, because I'd like to think the ordeal would traumatize them.

 

[lugubriouseanastar]

I don’t think anyone’s stupid enough to admit they’re an incel in real life. Frankly speaking, we’re probably the most oppressed group here in the west.

 

[SlayerSlayer]

I don’t think anyone’s stupid enough to admit they’re an incel in real life. Frankly speaking, we’re probably the most oppressed group here in the west.

its been so traumatizing I barely can surf the internet without running into pictures of clothed women looking at me, JUDGING ME. If a woman is naked in a picture, at least I can judge her for being a whore, and that gives me some level of self-respect.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I hide almost everything I believe.

 

[Cuckoja]

At work i hide absolutely everything about my life. Just smile, node, treat everyone polite.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I try to hide all my vulnerabilities and hobby's because i cant trust to tell people anything people are wicked and evil they will crush and destroy my soul for speaking the truth or being myself

Same. It would be most unwise to exhibit any vulnerability toward those who have done nothing but harm me, and denigrated me at every opportunity they had. A thing I have also realized is, simply, most people are incapable of seriously conversing about certain topics they have convictions on, and if you dare question their assertions and notions they hold — you will immediately receive harsh backlash and no form of constructive conversation.

 

[SlayerSlayer]

I hide almost everything I believe.

we hide everything we believe, and we are also extremely CONVINCING at it.

When a foid hides what they believe, you know it. You know they are prideful about the secrets they are holding from you. They are in love with their own little world that they dangle away from you like a carrot on a stick.

 

[SlayerSlayer]

Same. It would be most unwise to exhibit any vulnerability toward those who have done nothing but harm me, and denigrated me at every opportunity they had. A thing I have also realized is, simply, most people are incapable of seriously conversing about certain topics they have convictions on, and if you dare question their assertions and notions they hold — you will immediately receive harsh backlash and no form of constructive conversation.

At the same time I simply can't argue with people IRL. Even though I could make a rational argument in an e-mail, I just can't articulate my thoughts irl in real time, because there's just no point asserting yourself.

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

I don't want to hide it, but I never get into situations where I could tell others about it, because I barely go out, and when I do I never get close with acquaitances. At most they ask if I have a girlfriend and I say no, but nobody ever asks if you've ever had anyone where I live (normies here don't know what incel means and have never heard of it). I always say that I'm a kissless virgin when I get the chance, but last time it happened was in university, or maybe to my boss when I was a waiter.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

At the same time I simply can't argue with people IRL. Even though I could make a rational argument in an e-mail, I just can't articulate my thoughts irl in real time, because there's just no point asserting yourself.

Same here; it's also highly stressful and pointless; I can't recall a single time I had a meaningful argument with someone in real life — for example, I recently had an argument with my family about religion, and they all ganged up on me and didn't allow me to talk. It's not pleasant.

 

[SlayerSlayer]

I don't want to hide it, but I never get into situations where I could tell others about it, because I barely go out, and when I do I never get close with acquaitances. At most they ask if I have a girlfriend and I say no, but nobody ever asks if you've ever had anyone where I live (normies here don't know what incel means and have never heard of it). I always say that I'm a kissless virgin when I get the chance, but last time it happened was in university, or maybe to my boss when I was a waiter.

I notice that it's not polite for a normie to typically converse with an obvious incel in a way that forces them to admit they are an incel. That's how you know they know is that they never bring up those topics TO YOU, but they do to other normies, because obviously they have sex.

 

[Punished Watcher]

Something I hide? My real feelings. My job and my musical pursuits require me to interact with many people. I have to pretend to be a bluepilled normie all day and all night and it's soul-crushing.

 

[SlayerSlayer]

Something I hide? My real feelings. My job and my musical pursuits require me to interact with many people. I have to pretend to be a bluepilled normie all day and all night and it's soul-crushing.

the older I get, I appreciate art and music less. Maybe it's just AI. There's nothing to appreciate about something a computer can rip off in 3 seconds. I'm not gonna give something extra brownie points just because a human did it.


I appreciate criminals and the accomplishments of the greedy more, because of their willingness to be disliked to get what they think they deserve.

 

[Numetalist]

Something I hide? My real feelings. My job and my musical pursuits require me to interact with many people. I have to pretend to be a bluepilled normie all day and all night and it's soul-crushing.

this exactly. It's very painful.

 

[Numetalist]

The fact that I hate seeing couples when going outside. I am required to interact with others due to my job, but whenever I see a couple coming, I just turn away and let someone else help them. I can't stand seeing them. Most people would (and have) reacted to this mindset by saying "dude wtf just be happy for them" I fucking can't. When you don't get ANY female affection in your entire life, it becomes increasingly hard to feel as if showing happiness or empathy towards couples when you know that you'll never have that. It builds into envy and hatred. But this is "too negative" so whatever, I keep it hidden.

 

[Grodd]

I hide almost everything I believe.

 

[Grodd]

I basically hide everything i believe, i have to put on a facade irl.

 

[TheRotKing]

I hide my misogyny, racism and anti semitism all day at work and it’s killing me

 

[Skoga]

I don't need to hide anything because I don't have a social life and I don't talk to people.
Even online when I chat with people or talk to in voicechat I never disclose anything about my personal life.

 

[ULTRAMAN]

I tried to hide everything, even things from the past that I am still ashamed of today.

 

[Glassness]

I don't hide anything there's nobody to show anything to any way nobody would care either way

 

[Sub5failure]

Super Turbomanlet so I cant hide the fact that I am cel and never felt the touch of a woman (KHHV). But I hide the BP, as rehab said, "The WHAT community?"

 

[Deep.Nest]

I hide all my misogyny in front of normies

 

[Livonica_Irreale]

I'm hiding almost everything, including bad past, my political views, hobbys etc. because everytime i open myself up, i'm enraging people with my weirdness, or they
think that i'm faking myself.
No, i'm not. That's my true colors.

 

[Subhuman0ne]

I'm trying to hide a fact that I'm (almost) homeless.

Through childhood socialisation I was hiding my ADHD - even not being aware of it.

 

[Taboo Buster]

The closest call I ever had was when I was in department store work. That chain is extinct now, but even back during my time there, everyone knew it was on its last legs. I was supposedly hired as a stockboy, but the big boss shoehorned all the responsibilities of a loading dock manager on me (and tried to get away with paying me only $4/hr for doing all that) so he wouldn't have to hire and pay a second guy for that.
Thursdays were called "Truck Day," because that was when they all arrived and backed up to the bay doors. I helped the truckers load/unload tons of merchandise. And if they weren't in too much of a hurry to leave, they'd start socializing on the dock floor (my work area).
On this occasion, they were talking pussy. Pussy, pussy, pussy. Where they got it, how often they got it, what was the best pussy they'd ever had, etc. And they tried to drag me into the conversation.
Well, I don't know how I managed it (it's been a good thirty years, by golly) but I must've been convincing because when rough guys like this even suspect that you've never actually HAD any, they will quickly give you the this-guy-must-be-queer look. I did not get that, fortunately.
I remember taking a lot of guff from people who worked in the store, but I never had any problems with any of the truckers.

 

[Shay]

I don't hide beliefs generally, I hide other stuff like past or preferences etc but not beliefs unless it's absolutely inappropriate for the situation

 

[The Scarlet Prince]

There are some things you absolutely must hide for the sake of your own safety and well-being—that much is obvious. For instance, I'm never outright telling anyone "I hate women and think that they're all whores," or tell them directly that I'm an incel. Still, I don't particularly have any shame in admitting half-truths to those I can somewhat trust. If asked, I wouldn't be ashamed—at least not in a conventional sense—to admit to someone that I'm a virgin and will remain as such indefinitely.

I'm unsure why, but I feel like it's something I have to adorn myself with. In a way, it's a very core part of who I am—that which makes Scarlet, 'Scarlet.'

One, truthfully, doesn't really think he can help it. One is an extrovert, I yearn to—for a lack of better wording that my ineptitude bereaves me of—"put myself out there." I want to meet others, to converse, to interact with them, to contrast their character with mine, and so on. Still, I am not naive enough to express my character entirely—one must also bear a mask and play a facade to some degree, lest he leave himself 'emotionally vulnerable.'

But to feel humiliated due to a title endemic to me? I don't truthfully hate myself enough for that—or at least, I think that's the reason. My thoughts on this are quite complex, and I can't really organize them well.

 

[DoomThreeKoala]

It depends.

I don't hide my beliefs on socialism/libertarianism.

Most people around me don't know I'm an incel/BPer. I have to hide this shit because the goyvernment hates us.

 

[Emba]

Lots of good points.

Not much need to hide much when you have no one around to need to hide it from...

But when I was younger I never let on about being incel. I made up super outrageous shit and out nastied all the nasty sex talk in work groups... Everyone eventually left me out of those topics lol.

But you pretty much can't trust anyone with any kind of info these days.

"Anything you say,
WILL, be used against you."

 

[Emba]

Lots of good points.

Not much need to hide much when you have no one around to need to hide it from...

But when I was younger I never let on about being incel. I made up super outrageous shit and out nastied all the nasty sex talk in work groups... Everyone eventually left me out of those topics lol.

But you pretty much can't trust anyone with any kind of info these days.

"Anything you say,
WILL
be used against you."

 

[SlayerSlayer]

The closest call I ever had was when I was in department store work. That chain is extinct now, but even back during my time there, everyone knew it was on its last legs. I was supposedly hired as a stockboy, but the big boss shoehorned all the responsibilities of a loading dock manager on me (and tried to get away with paying me only $4/hr for doing all that) so he wouldn't have to hire and pay a second guy for that.
Thursdays were called "Truck Day," because that was when they all arrived and backed up to the bay doors. I helped the truckers load/unload tons of merchandise. And if they weren't in too much of a hurry to leave, they'd start socializing on the dock floor (my work area).
On this occasion, they were talking pussy. Pussy, pussy, pussy. Where they got it, how often they got it, what was the best pussy they'd ever had, etc. And they tried to drag me into the conversation.
Well, I don't know how I managed it (it's been a good thirty years, by golly) but I must've been convincing because when rough guys like this even suspect that you've never actually HAD any, they will quickly give you the this-guy-must-be-queer look. I did not get that, fortunately.
I remember taking a lot of guff from people who worked in the store, but I never had any problems with any of the truckers.

I know we talk a lot of shit about fags, but its sucks even more to get that from people IRL who are obviously normal and just have normal non gay looking bodies and affectations.

'involuntarily queer' is a real thing and it sucks

 

[Taboo Buster]

I know we talk a lot of shit about fags, but its sucks even more to get that from people IRL who are obviously normal and just have normal non gay looking bodies and affectations.

'involuntarily queer' is a real thing and it sucks

Didn't Seinfeld do a whole episode where everyone was exclaiming, "I'm not gay! Not that there's anything wrong with that!" I don't know if that sort of thing still happens today. Maybe.

 

[verbittERt]

brocel, ur not a coward for hiding your insecurities, you're SMART.
Never show any weakness to this world.

Insecurities are your mental defense mechanisms against revealing shit about urself that normies could use against you

 

[ThePornographer]

I hide that i believe that dinosaur bones are fake made by elites with the help of CIA to sell dinosaur toys to kids

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

I try to hide all my vulnerabilities and hobby's because i cant trust to tell people anything people are wicked and evil they will crush and destroy my soul for speaking the truth or being myself

It's best to hide your hobbies unless it's something normie like hiking or netflix.

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

I hide the fact that I am a KHHV virgin incel. Even though I am the embodiment of the blackpill in looks, mind, and spirit, I am still a total coward, and I can't stand dipping my toes into the pool of humiliation of being transparent about it like some kind of fag would with gay pride or something like that. Even if it's totally obvious, I just don't want to give normies the satisfaction of certainty about their own convictions.

Exhibit A:

 

[Dolls & Gor]

but I never had any problems with any of the truckers.

That's an interesting thing to say, considering you felt it necessary to lie when among them. Back when I was trying to join life, bit over fifteen years ago, it became a torture to maintain an imaginary girlfriend for the sake of coworkers' incessant questions. I came to hate them for not discerning the truth and helping me.

 

[Solid State]

I hide the fact that I am KHHV, especially at 41, and nobody needs to know about my dermatillomania or the medication I take for it as both are things that I can get severe social blowback for, especially in a corporate environment as I spend the majority of my week at work.

I just try to keep to myself as I have no interest in most coworkers' conversations as 90% of them seem to center around sports, their spouses, or their kids, and all three of those topics are things that I find boring.

I am just that weird, quiet guy in the corner office to most people at work. While I am rarely acknowledged, everybody also stays out of my hair.

 

[SlayerSlayer]

Exhibit A:
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[LeonTheSilent]

I believe that cultures and races should be separated to let them evolve without outside or foreign interference. But i am and do live in a mix raced country, thats the contradiction. There is a relation with race and crime, religion and terrorist behavior....