Went to the baptism of my brothers from my dad returned empty

[Krad]

Today was the day my brothers got baptized.

It all went okay in the church, but while on that my cousin who is 7 year older than me and also taller + stronger than me kept talking to me and put his hands on my shoulder during the church and in the house of my dad.

I disliked that.


Not only that but i went to the baptism with desire to sleep and wanting to vomit because fried food made my stomach go bad in the uber

At the house, my cousin kept going close and even touched my back and my head.

I had a desire to do something to punch him or answer with absolute violence but i didn't know what to do, if i should.


My grandma wanted to return home too

I saw my cousin (who is a socialist mind you) talking about comunism and even che guevara.


Anyways, to finish it off i was already too sad, in the uber there was this leftist driver who was flattering and glazing the communist president of Brazil, to my grandma

I played dumb acting like i didn't know what left and right was and said questions that contradict comunism.


My grandma is too oblivious to understand those things but she went mostly on his hide


I returned to home, but ashamed and sad and with pure emptiness

 

[Krad]

Man of my own people have been doing this type of thing with me since a long time

And even people that are know for my family

That's one of the reason i do not want to took care of myself, because of those man who been acting with those touches.


I hate that, i hate that, i hate that, i hate that.

 

[Krad]

I'm too tired

 

[St3v3Cel]

Being disrespected by a relative like that is brutal.

 

[solblue]

Dang, the cousin couldn’t even behave given the occasion

 

[Krad]

Dang, the cousin couldn’t even behave given the occasion

I'm a small guy that weights like 45kg

My cousin is like 2 meter +