Literally it all started when I was on Twitter back in March and one of the top stories was this female soccer player passing away (suicide). Then, I read about another unrelated death that day in the same state (California). Didn’t think much of it until late may I think. I went back just to try to find out how they died. Still no cause has been revealed. But now, I find myself crushing on this person. It also doesn’t help we graduated high school the same year(2019). She was my current age (21) when she passed. Im fighting the urge to lurk more due to this whole crush being fucking weird as it is for obvious reasons. But unfortunately I already looked at her Vsco so I don’t think where to go from here.