I am trying to find some things I can enjoy by myself, but ultimately most things are best done with others. I would figure people want some alone time after spending alot of time with friends, but for us the is the complete opposite. Obviously this isnt possible, so I am trying to figure out what things I could enjoy by myself.
1. Escortcel
2. Things that interest you
For me those things would be the few things that always seemed interesting to me to try and you can also make money off of them
Software development (not for a company, I want ot create my own personal software to sell online based on whatever I come up with)
Mining (saw this video recently and knew I would enjoy something like this, its something you can do alone without disruption or dealing with normies, because its so obscure, and you can possibly make money from it)
Using metal detectors at beaches and other places (another obscure fringe thing that allows you not to be disrupted)
Etc
I don't even fuck her that much, just having her tits rub against my chest and a voluptuous booty is more than a good enough cope for me. I used to be an escortcel but honestly the sex doll is so much better than paying for occasional sex with a real woman.
I also want to try a sex doll, but I doubt it would be better than being with a real woman, especially for me, my years of hating women has made me somewhat sexually sadisitc, and I want to see the reactions on a whores face as I go into her, her frantic breathing, her wincing at the feeling of my touch, knowing that she doesn't really want to fuck me, but a deal has been struck so she just has to bare with it and think about Chad to cope as I ravage her holes
Sorry dude, a doll just isn't going to cut it, also another aspect about doll owning that isn't talked about and will be annoying to maintain, is warming the doll up, I hear guys talking about all kinds of tools and methods to do that shit, just to get it to feel like a living humans body, and that just seems ridiculous to me
Better to just move to a country where prostitution is cheap and fuck whores every week than spending thousands on a lifeless doll, if I just wanted to stick my dick into a hole, I'd just buy a flesh light, a doll is literally just a "half measure", you are wasting your time, you know full well what your mind is craving if you are buying a doll, a more realistic and interactive sexual experience, and anything other than sex will always fall very short of that
Especially for sexual sadists
I quit the escortcelling, alcohol, and video games since I became a Christian.
