That's actually horrible bro.
Please enjoy your life before ending it all
Even if I did hardmaxxing (plastic surgery, limbs lengthening) after getting all of that money, there would be a lot of problems for me to overcome.
The first one is the constant shaming from acquainted normies and family members. For some reason, doing these complicated procedures not only cost insane about of money, which comes with a lot of risks, is considered a cultural sin - especially from where I lived in, Vietnam. It is believed that your body is a gift from the ancestors and parents, they always believed that having a natural appearance is a virtue and those who keep this value will be blessed, or rewarded in life.
Which is something I don't believe in, it's all some bullshit, retarded and bluepilled spiritual beliefs that the Viet normies used to brainwash the ethnic minorities or the shitskins in this country (which in case you don't know, I'm part of the 54 ethnic groups in Vietnam), while bullying and being racist towards them for their appearance. But they would treat the good looking ones nicely while disregarding the ugly ones, and they would do facial surgeries if they had the chance, because subhumans aren't considered humans. Even if I had the procedures done, my family would hate me for being superficial and disrespecting the bloodline, but more like because I would mog them too hard. Normies don't wanna admit that genetics is everything and yet, when see a bunch of chads and stacies coming from a subhuman family (the luck can be crazy too), they become extremely envious and go crazy for them.
The second point is the trauma from inceldom. Imagine living as a subhuman throughout your childhood, having to suffer from bullying, rejection, the lack of friendship and no teenage love, nobody wanted that shit. Becoming an adult doesn't help either. You're being forced into a university you don't wanna be in, do a bunch of part time jobs while getting mogged by normies, basically hardwired to make money to the point where you realise that it's pointless, because you're a subhuman who won't be able to find love. Then you do the job you also don't wanna do, pay a bunch of taxes to the government, stupid bills, a stupid routine that feels soulless everyday. And then your parents die, you have nobody to rely on when you're in a bad situation. You get into a car crash, no one comes to see and help you, even your relatives, cause they're scums.
That's why I wanted to do moneymaxxing, because I still owe my dad a lot of things. I don't hate him, but I don't love him. My older brother has a son but I'm afraid he might be an incel like his uncle, so more money for him as well.
Being past 30 is when the world you used to know isn't the same, rules will change and certain things you used to do the most will be banned. Look at the current situation with pornography in the UK. I don't think any incels over 30 here say that they still find enjoyments in life, they're just too afraid of death to blow their head off. Death is inevitable
