Am a moron, I think of theses great things to post about here and then i start typing and everything goes to shit
You know I could sit here and type up the usual slop about not having that particular fictional woman and how my whole life is pointless because of it, but you know what? I don’t even feel a connection to her anymore. That’s how dull and numb my brain is now. I actually feel retarded
Fuck all
But yeah some people don’t get food and water blah blah we all know
Some people have got to live around nigger people
Some shitskins don’t get to live in white nations and be a disgusting parasite cunt
Some people got to live in a literal war zone
Some people get molested by the local rabbi when they’re young
Some people are born with a weird ass medical condition that turns them into a IRL L4D zombie
Some people(surprised it’s not more) get cancer
Some people have to live in a literal prison
And here we are, everyday Is the same over and over. I get this depressed and almost dirty feeling living like this. I don’t mean dirty as in the sexual meaning, what I mean is a feeling of a dopamine blow out sort of like staying up for 24 hours straight and you know that feeling of feeling like shit and just wanting to vanish from existence. Yeah it’s kinda like that
There’s no love to experience, whatever that means to anyone. I guess I’d say experiencing affection and Oxytocin with a foid or something. But currently that’s so far away I don’t even think about it
Most people say they just want a pussy to fuck, I made a post about how you could hypothetically fuck a Stacey once a year, or fuck a subhuman South American grandma when ever you want.
Lots of people choose the subhuman grandma, is this supposed to mean something? idk.
Idk what the fuck to do, need to start working again that’s what. Like what else is there to do lol
I mean most people here life mog me, am pretty much in an open air prison right now. I can’t go anywhere and I am fuck all out of money now.
With the alleged suicide of @Dollfucker it’s seems like shit just gets bleaker but then again it’s always been bleak.
I don’t know what the fuck am even typing right
It’s 5:03AM right now, time doesn’t exist right now, I’ll see it in my face sometimes that am getting older just slightly and that’s basically it
Am not doing fuck all with my life, I need to do something radical but it’s all talk anyway
I got to see the internet as a demonic possession at this point
You know I could sit here and type up the usual slop about not having that particular fictional woman and how my whole life is pointless because of it, but you know what? I don’t even feel a connection to her anymore. That’s how dull and numb my brain is now. I actually feel retarded
Fuck all
But yeah some people don’t get food and water blah blah we all know
Some people have got to live around nigger people
Some shitskins don’t get to live in white nations and be a disgusting parasite cunt
Some people got to live in a literal war zone
Some people get molested by the local rabbi when they’re young
Some people are born with a weird ass medical condition that turns them into a IRL L4D zombie
Some people(surprised it’s not more) get cancer
Some people have to live in a literal prison
And here we are, everyday Is the same over and over. I get this depressed and almost dirty feeling living like this. I don’t mean dirty as in the sexual meaning, what I mean is a feeling of a dopamine blow out sort of like staying up for 24 hours straight and you know that feeling of feeling like shit and just wanting to vanish from existence. Yeah it’s kinda like that
There’s no love to experience, whatever that means to anyone. I guess I’d say experiencing affection and Oxytocin with a foid or something. But currently that’s so far away I don’t even think about it
Most people say they just want a pussy to fuck, I made a post about how you could hypothetically fuck a Stacey once a year, or fuck a subhuman South American grandma when ever you want.
Lots of people choose the subhuman grandma, is this supposed to mean something? idk.
Idk what the fuck to do, need to start working again that’s what. Like what else is there to do lol
I mean most people here life mog me, am pretty much in an open air prison right now. I can’t go anywhere and I am fuck all out of money now.
With the alleged suicide of @Dollfucker it’s seems like shit just gets bleaker but then again it’s always been bleak.
I don’t know what the fuck am even typing right
It’s 5:03AM right now, time doesn’t exist right now, I’ll see it in my face sometimes that am getting older just slightly and that’s basically it
Am not doing fuck all with my life, I need to do something radical but it’s all talk anyway
I got to see the internet as a demonic possession at this point
