It's Over We always come back here

[sennaGTR]

truecels, we cannot escape places like this.

society is so harrowingly cold, so fucking empty.


My life as of recently has just been coping. I've been going to work, driving around at night, watching movies and TV shows and reading, etc. It's okay, other times it's really good, but it's never great. It's as optimal as I can get. But again, it's as optimal as I can get - it's not ideal.

I ALWAYS have this feeling I can't describe, a state of dissatisfaction with my lack of an ideal life. No matter what I do to distract myself, i'm always a truecel, I'm so isolated, subhuman, non-neurotypical, i'm like a fucking alien. Even in a room full of people I feel fucking alone. Especially when things go from optimal to suboptimal I feel extremely fucking empty and lose all will to continue existing life just gets tiresome at a certain point. On the worst days I try to imagine dying in my sleep, I feel there's no reward in waking up, just a promise of watching time pass and energy expenditure.

so here I am, the only place I can describe this feeling without ridicule. I know a lot of you relate. we're never going to fucking escape this life.

 

[Moroccancel]

The more you come, the harder it is to leave. Like smoking and all kind of vices.

 

[KinkyKanga]

 

[Sloth]

If you signed up here, you're here forever

 

[Animecel2D]

You can check out but you can never leave

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

The more you come, the harder it is to leave. Like smoking and all kind of vices.

Yep. Once you hit 10k, you are here forever even if you ascend.

 

[Freixel]

we cannot escape places like this.

society is so harrowingly cold, so fucking empty.

This is the problem

This place may be quite harsh and have a dark aura BUT THE OUTSIDE WORLD IS EVEN WORSE

Imagine that a place like this feels like a refuge jfl

It's like being in a trench in the First World War, you go out and find yourself in no man's land, the normies are the enemy soldiers and the bombs that fall are the social hits that society gives to the outcasts.

I think most cels would rather stay eating a can sitting next to a rat inside the trench than go outside.

 

[sennaGTR]

This is the problem

This place may be quite harsh and have a dark aura BUT THE OUTSIDE WORLD IS EVEN WORSE

Imagine that a place like this feels like a refuge jfl

It's like being in a trench in the First World War, you go out and find yourself in no man's land, the normies are the enemy soldiers and the bombs that fall are the social hits that society gives to the outcasts.

I think most cels would rather stay eating a can sitting next to a rat inside the trench than go outside.

yeah, it sucks all around. shit's tough man, all I can do is inhale and slow exhale

 

[Jud Pottah]

I feel you.
We are the real oppressed jews

 

[Jud Pottah]

If you signed up here, you're here forever

^

 

[faded]

I feel you.
We are the real oppressed jews

Shut the fuck up you are my least favorite user why don’t you find a fucking job

 

[Jud Pottah]

Shut the fuck up you are my least favorite user why don’t you find a fucking job

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZbrV5aEDAi4&pp=ygUKRGFyayBtYWlhcg%3D%3D

 

[GeneticDysfunction]

If you signed up here, you're here forever

 

[chainmail]

You can check out but you can never leave

Nigger werent you shitting in jars?

 

[over_department]

once you write your first post you have damnned yourself

 

[notahindsight]

Normally I lose motivation from being at any type of social media or forums. But I think I will always stay here because this is place is not about a game, it's about a lifetime condition.

 

[RabbiJewCel]

Yep. Once you hit 10k, you are here forever even if you ascend.

Yay so I'm good

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

This is the problem

This place may be quite harsh and have a dark aura BUT THE OUTSIDE WORLD IS EVEN WORSE

Imagine that a place like this feels like a refuge jfl

It's like being in a trench in the First World War, you go out and find yourself in no man's land, the normies are the enemy soldiers and the bombs that fall are the social hits that society gives to the outcasts.

I think most cels would rather stay eating a can sitting next to a rat inside the trench than go outside.

It’s so sad that this IS my happy place where I feel accepted. The fact that my life outside this is so boring and lonely that this feels addictive is startling

 

[VλREN]

It hurts

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

Yay so I'm good

You just joined and have a low post count, so hard to say. I know nothing about you. If you are still really young and not bad looking/ autistic, things could easily get better for you. If not, you’ll likely have lots of posts here soon enough

 

[RabbiJewCel]

You just joined and have a low post count, so hard to say. I know nothing about you. If you are still really young and not bad looking/ autistic, things could easily get better for you. If not, you’ll likely have lots of posts here soon enough

May god help us brother

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

May god help us brother

I don’t even have much faith god is actually real after all I’ve been through, but I hope something helps us man

 

[RabbiJewCel]

I don’t even have much faith god is actually real after all I’ve been through, but I hope something helps us man

Fortunately a year ago I was saved from close death, and it changed the way I view things.
Having a near death experience can reset your life, as described in the book The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck.
Great book btw

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

Fortunately a year ago I was saved from close death, and it changed the way I view things.
Having a near death experience can reset your life, as described in the book The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck.
Great book btw

I have had a few near death experiences, one of which was a year ago. It makes you feel excited and better for a couple days, but it wears out fast

 

[RabbiJewCel]

I have had a few near death experiences, one of which was a year ago. It makes you feel excited and better for a couple days, but it wears out fast

Yea u might gotta have some will power to leverage it, which we may have lost

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

Yea u might gotta have some will power to leverage it, which we may have lost

Yep

 

[Animecel2D]

Nigger werent you shitting in jars?

how do you even remember that thread jfl

and no that was an obvious SHITpost

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

how do you even remember that thread jfl

and no that was an obvious SHITpost

 

[chainmail]

how do you even remember that thread jfl

and no that was an obvious SHITpost

i saw it a while back