it was brutal seeing the girls there talking with guys, reminds me of my most brutal days which are now finally over. i was just sitting there listening to them talking and enjoying life so casually while having a conversation with a girl right now would be the peak of my whole life. it seems so unreal to me, how do you even get to that point with a female human being? how do you get to the point where you just talk to her casually like that and hang out? These fucking normies are living life on tutorial mode compared to me i cant believe it
