Was anyone aware of how ugly they were in your bluepill days?

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I remember saying to my friends while in primary school that I will live life without a wife. This didn't come from some MGTOW mentality but a place of low self esteem, bluepill simp me thought that women have better than to date ugly me.

Did anyone else have a similar experience? Bluepill simps and normies tend to think that looks are a bonus and don't matter tbh

 

[Admiral_Arkantos]

I thought I was at least average looking. It was brutal when I first realized that I was untermensch

 

[Animecel2D]

I was made aware

 

[Joelossus]

I was made aware

Same, tbh. I actually used to think, i was rather good looking, until some foids told me otherwise.

 

[Deleted member 23712]

I was made aware

Well said

 

[Deleted member 17749]

No I was very delusional and thought I was a high tier normie.

 

[bigantennaemay1]

I was aware, but constantly lied to myself to try and believe otherwise. Or that it wouldn't matter when it came to dating.

No I was very delusional and thought I was a high tier normie.

This is what I told myself throughout my formative years.

 

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I was never bluepilled tbh

 

[metabuxx]

I was never bluepilled tbh