I have given up on ascending because I'm too autistic so I decided to spend my money on an escort. My Mother dropped off some food at my apartment so I don't need to buy groceries. I talked to this guy on telegram about it and he told me about the best escorts in the area. I tried to call this Turkish girl but she wouldn't pick up so I called another one. I was awkward over the phone and she kept making me repeat what I was saying jfl. She gave me the details. I'm too autistic to take the bus so I walked all the way to the location. I got lots of dirty looks from people in the street as I have a weird gait and I look ethnic and autistic.
I think I walked for around 30 minutes before I got there. I always have to show up early so I must have been maybe an hour early. I walked around in the supermarket for around 20 minutes before going outside the place we were meant to meet in. Someone asked me what I was doing and I said that I was waiting for someone. People were giving me weird looks. I think they may have an idea what's going on out there. I didn't see her for 5 minutes past the time we were meant to meet so I texted her and she let me into the building. I then went in and she got angry at me for being late. The apartment she was in seemed to look in good condition it wasn't like a crack house which is what I was expecting. My feet were kind of smelling so she made me shower.
She sat on the bed on her phone while I did it. It was really awkward. I took a condom out but then she said "let me do it" and she stretched it out and spat in it before sliding it onto my dick which made me kind of hard. She then started sucking it and it felt kind of good even though it was behind a piece of rubber. She looked really dissatisfied while doing it. I was just standing there with my hands down awkwardly while she was doing it. I have pelvic tilt so it would have looked funny to an outsider just lol. I started crying slightly because nobody has given me this much affection before but I hid it the best I could because I didn't want to make it more awkward than it already was. It basically got me pretty hard compared to where I initially was.
We then got onto the bed and had sex. I wanted to do missionary since it was my first time. I put my penis in her vagina and even though I had a condom on it felt like heaven. I could feel her feminine insides against my penis. I started to thrust in and out and I came from the pleasure fast. After that I spread my arms and legs out and went "woooaaaahhhhh" while on top of her but she just gave me a dirty look. She asked me if I wanted to do anything else but I said no and just put on my clothes and left without saying much. It cost around 85 euro (I don't want to say the exact amount).
Realizing what I missed out on was brutal for me walking back to my apartment. I saw a younger couple holding hands in public and felt pathetic. Yes being in a relationship is cucked but at least they are not me having to pay an escort to have sex with a condom on. Other people have been doing this for years. It was defiantly worth it for the experience and I would recommend anyone on here to do it. I think its the craziest thing I've ever done.
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I think I walked for around 30 minutes before I got there. I always have to show up early so I must have been maybe an hour early. I walked around in the supermarket for around 20 minutes before going outside the place we were meant to meet in. Someone asked me what I was doing and I said that I was waiting for someone. People were giving me weird looks. I think they may have an idea what's going on out there. I didn't see her for 5 minutes past the time we were meant to meet so I texted her and she let me into the building. I then went in and she got angry at me for being late. The apartment she was in seemed to look in good condition it wasn't like a crack house which is what I was expecting. My feet were kind of smelling so she made me shower.
She sat on the bed on her phone while I did it. It was really awkward. I took a condom out but then she said "let me do it" and she stretched it out and spat in it before sliding it onto my dick which made me kind of hard. She then started sucking it and it felt kind of good even though it was behind a piece of rubber. She looked really dissatisfied while doing it. I was just standing there with my hands down awkwardly while she was doing it. I have pelvic tilt so it would have looked funny to an outsider just lol. I started crying slightly because nobody has given me this much affection before but I hid it the best I could because I didn't want to make it more awkward than it already was. It basically got me pretty hard compared to where I initially was.
We then got onto the bed and had sex. I wanted to do missionary since it was my first time. I put my penis in her vagina and even though I had a condom on it felt like heaven. I could feel her feminine insides against my penis. I started to thrust in and out and I came from the pleasure fast. After that I spread my arms and legs out and went "woooaaaahhhhh" while on top of her but she just gave me a dirty look. She asked me if I wanted to do anything else but I said no and just put on my clothes and left without saying much. It cost around 85 euro (I don't want to say the exact amount).
Realizing what I missed out on was brutal for me walking back to my apartment. I saw a younger couple holding hands in public and felt pathetic. Yes being in a relationship is cucked but at least they are not me having to pay an escort to have sex with a condom on. Other people have been doing this for years. It was defiantly worth it for the experience and I would recommend anyone on here to do it. I think its the craziest thing I've ever done.
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@VitaminS @PLA1092 @uglycel122
