TheDarkEnigma said:
What had made you stay sober? Never tried weed or anything, and I'm still able to cope.
I'm also philosophically and morally against being a hedonist and always seeking meaningless pleasure just because it feels good to the flesh, and try to be more temperate and focus less on gratification, both as a rebellion to what society tried to encourage us to give in to degeneracy and as a mental/spiritual exercise.
Can you be straightedge and still be a sex-addicted fiend?
Most escortmaxxers are also weedmaxxers and drugmaxxers along with the hooker their fucking.
Take one naughty pleasure, and they do all the naughty pleasures. Can't be a hedonist on one thing, why not be a hedonist on everything.
There are some in my family that were really into drinking and any kind of smoking from weed to cigarettes. Most of them they seemed like the suave and chadlite types when they were younger and the way they turned within about a decade of drowning themselves in that stuff made me not want myself to look even worse than I did at that time. I wasn't fully blackpilled yet.
By the time I was blackpilled, I saw how they seemed to have deteriorated even worse and gotten dumber and very embarrassing around the rest of the family. I did not want myself to end up like that.
Seeing how unfocused they were and one of my copes are video games where I have to focus, I opt out of wanting that as I'd rather not self harm myself into making my existence not just a mental pain but a physical one.
As for sex-addicted, today is the one day of the week I don't fap. I've made it my duty that I fap 6 out of 7 days and take one day to just not do it. More of a self control type thing than anything.
It's one of the most torturous days for me as everywhere I turn, I see something that makes me just want to get off. Due to I can't get the real thing, it just got me needing it multiple times a day. This is why I can't understand nofap. I don't think nofap is helpful to anyone. Especially if they're incel. That seems like self harm.
Sadly escorts aren't an option here due to they're not legal here, so I don't even put that thought in my mind. I'm not going to take chances with an illegal whore and probably get arrested for something that should be free to everyone and not just those with good looks.
Yes. I want to have sex, but not badly on taking chances of going somewhere someone will rape me in the ass if it ends terribly.