The reason why I put having sex on the pedestal and why I feel so much shame for not having it is because of how it is percieved by others.
Recently something changed because of meditation and I realized I don't give a fuck. Most relationships have don't work, at least deffinitely not in the way they are presented in media.
Sex is just a retarded need evolution forcibly programmed into us. It does nothing for the individual. I don't want to have kids anyway and I certainly don't care about survival of this civilization wich mostly consists of masses of brainless hypocritical cucks with critical thinking of a goldfish and evil psychopaths that rule them.
There is more to life than sticking your pp into a stinking fishhole. Unfortunately our civilization is worshipping this act. I didn't want a girlfriend because I was horny, but because I wanted others to stop shaming me for not having one. And I hated the feeling of being seen as piece of trash by some spoiled foid who isn't even attractive.
But if we put aside the societal narrative about relationship, it is mostly having to deal with some bitch's bullshit. And being a punching bag for her immature needs. I'm not saying all relationships are like this, but unless you are a dominant chad, this is the treatment you should expect 90% of the time.
I'm supposed to work my ass of in this rat race, working on my self non stop so one day I have a chance that some single mother decides to settle with me? I refuse, I fucking refuse.
Humans are just shallow, selfish, delusional animals and I'm tired of being one of them.
Recently something changed because of meditation and I realized I don't give a fuck. Most relationships have don't work, at least deffinitely not in the way they are presented in media.
Sex is just a retarded need evolution forcibly programmed into us. It does nothing for the individual. I don't want to have kids anyway and I certainly don't care about survival of this civilization wich mostly consists of masses of brainless hypocritical cucks with critical thinking of a goldfish and evil psychopaths that rule them.
There is more to life than sticking your pp into a stinking fishhole. Unfortunately our civilization is worshipping this act. I didn't want a girlfriend because I was horny, but because I wanted others to stop shaming me for not having one. And I hated the feeling of being seen as piece of trash by some spoiled foid who isn't even attractive.
But if we put aside the societal narrative about relationship, it is mostly having to deal with some bitch's bullshit. And being a punching bag for her immature needs. I'm not saying all relationships are like this, but unless you are a dominant chad, this is the treatment you should expect 90% of the time.
I'm supposed to work my ass of in this rat race, working on my self non stop so one day I have a chance that some single mother decides to settle with me? I refuse, I fucking refuse.
Humans are just shallow, selfish, delusional animals and I'm tired of being one of them.
