It's Over truecel trait: your entire life, even before being blackpilled, you’ve always felt like something was wrong with you

[Plggy20144]

I think what I’m about to describe should ring a few bells in the few actual incels left on this forum. whenever you’ve gone out and interacted with normies or anyone higher in social status than you, you’ve always had this feeling of being different than everyone else. Even if you didn’t want to acknowledge it, you always, deep down, knew that you were a freak and that you were literal garbage to everyone else. you knew that others would throw you away in two milliseconds if you weren’t actively being their own personal jester. you knew that you were fucked, an abomination. if you’ve never felt anything close to this before, you’re a fucking fakecel and get off this fucking forum. the only people who I can even interact with normally anymore are the guys on this forum, and online friends. anyone who encounters me in person treats me like garbage, and throws me away once I’m gone.

 

[Max Doltman]

yeah i have felt off like not feeling human. like i was put here with no path.

 

[Mecoja]

I knew that my main defects put off people, being a turbo manlet, poor and not good looking. But only after finding out about blackpill i realized how really ugly i am and that missing out things messed me up mentally. That you cant change or improve shit. And many other things.

 

[copecel00]

Can definitely relate, I had a feeling that it was over when I was a child, and my prophecy was correct.

 

[RealSchizo]

I knew that my main defects put off people, being a turbo manlet, poor and not good looking. But only after finding out about blackpill i realized how really ugly i am and that missing out things messed me up mentally. That you cant change or improve shit. And many other things.

Turbomanletism is by far the biggest contributor to subhumanity in 2024. If you're a manlet it's over.

 

[DepravedAndDeprived]

I didn't just feel that something was wrong with me. I was diagnosed acoustic as a kid so I absolutely knew.

 

[NorthernWind]

It may be connected with stigma.

 

[Grotesque Deformity]

I learned of the blackpill in 2015, but before that I developed similar theories myself from nothing, but observation.

 

[Natey Nate]

I all ways knew it was over tbh

 

[SerbBurekConsoomer]

I knew something was wrong, but I had 2-3 years of bluepilled retardation that almost got me a reputation of creep. Thank God I didn't continue with that and stopped talking to women.

 

[Gott _mit _uns94]

very high iq obsorvational post, yeahh thats how I always feel around normies, I don't feel belonging. my mind is diffrent then thairs.

For many years during my high school year I triad social network maxxing (Mind you it was late 2000s early 2010s, before black pill in the peak of PUA era). Got shittt. waste of time.

Youngcel are lucky since they have information, we oldercels had nothing and no community to understand us. If I was a youngcel today, I looksmaxx and skillmaxx. F*ck normies, f*ck society, f*Ck w0men. Foucsing just on myself, and squizing as much as I can from the enviorment.

 

[Efiliste]

Yeah, I just thought the world was a shit place and all

 

[TheSteal]

I think this could be explained with mental illness/conditions such as autism particulary if you aren't that ugly

 

[Graveyard]

I'm a total outcast. I'm an aliencel. I don't think I can even interact normally online.

 

[EgyptianNiggerKANG]

the pseudo NT pill is brutal. When you can act and mask as NT but you're not 100% NT and people can see through the cracks. never felt connected to anybody anyway

 

[EgyptianNiggerKANG]

I think what I’m about to describe should ring a few bells in the few actual incels left on this forum. whenever you’ve gone out and interacted with normies or anyone higher in social status than you, you’ve always had this feeling of being different than everyone else. Even if you didn’t want to acknowledge it, you always, deep down, knew that you were a freak and that you were literal garbage to everyone else. you knew that others would throw you away in two milliseconds if you weren’t actively being their own personal jester. you knew that you were fucked, an abomination. if you’ve never felt anything close to this before, you’re a fucking fakecel and get off this fucking forum. the only people who I can even interact with normally anymore are the guys on this forum, and online friends. anyone who encounters me in person treats me like garbage, and throws me away once I’m gone.

this brutally described my life though

 

[Hispanicel]

yeah i have felt off like not feeling human. like i was put here with no path.

"being made a human without the possibility of BEING human the cruellest of all punishments"

 

[The Darkcel]

Yes. I've felt pretty inadequate all throughout my life, from childhood to (of course) the present. I didn't have any real friends when I was a young child and was mostly left out of groups / events from other kids in my classroom. I always had to work alone. Apparently I was "annoying" or too "aggressive" to be around other kids, so... I just assumed that was my place and took it. Altho I eventually made a friend in 3rd grade (granted it was the only real friendship I had which lasted up until several months ago), but the fact of the matter is I always felt like I was supposed to be isolated / not meant to "make it" in the modern world. It's only more fitting that the world of socialization has only gotten worse, so.. it is what it is. Even normies are fucking retarded, but that's okay because "they" made it to be normal and no longer weird.

 

[autisandugly]

the pseudo NT pill is brutal. When you can act and mask as NT but you're not 100% NT and people can see through the cracks. never felt connected to anybody anyway

 

[autisandugly]

I'm a total outcast. I'm an aliencel. I don't think I can even interact normally online.

Same

 

[SteelCentaur]

Yes, I always felt like an alien amongst a flock of sheep. I was never 'one of them'.

 

[WorthlessSlavicShit]

Of course. Hard to not realize that you're very different from everyone else when you obviously are and everyone around you sees that as well.

 

[Profligate]

Oh definitely that's why it was so easy for me to accept blackpill because everything just made sense

 

[cripplecel]

Yes,I am an alien bcs I am autistic

 

[Plggy20144]

I think this could be explained with mental illness/conditions such as autism particulary if you aren't that ugly

im probably not the worst looking person ever especially on this site, but my interests (metal, anime, horror films and gore) plus my extreme paranoia prevent me from ever fitting into normie society. and before any of you accuse me of being a fakecel, im 173 cm and Iranian.

 

[Plggy20144]

Yes. I've felt pretty inadequate all throughout my life, from childhood to (of course) the present. I didn't have any real friends when I was a young child and was mostly left out of groups / events from other kids in my classroom. I always had to work alone. Apparently I was "annoying" or too "aggressive" to be around other kids, so... I just assumed that was my place and took it. Altho I eventually made a friend in 3rd grade (granted it was the only real friendship I had which lasted up until several months ago), but the fact of the matter is I always felt like I was supposed to be isolated / not meant to "make it" in the modern world. It's only more fitting that the world of socialization has only gotten worse, so.. it is what it is. Even normies are fucking retarded, but that's okay because "they" made it to be normal and no longer weird.

the only difference between us and low tier normies is we realized how pointless trying at this point is and we gave up. In this day and age, a 5/10 male who stops participating in the circus called modern society is no different to a deformed truecel status wise.

 

[The Darkcel]

the only difference between us and low tier normies is we realized how pointless trying at this point is and we gave up. In this day and age, a 5/10 male who stops participating in the circus called modern society is no different to a deformed truecel status wise.

I agree 100%. Also, nice avatar - am I to assume you're a black metal fan then?

 

[Plggy20144]

I agree 100%. Also, nice avatar - am I to assume you're a black metal fan then?

i'd actually consider myself more of a death metal/goregrind fan but yes I do love black metal. Mutiilation of course is great, but I've been very into Lucifugum, early Sodom and Darkthrone lately. Thank you for the compliment by the way, thats the first time I've actually received one in months.

 

[The Darkcel]

i'd actually consider myself more of a death metal/goregrind fan but yes I do love black metal. Mutiilation of course is great, but I've been very into Lucifugum, early Sodom and Darkthrone lately. Thank you for the compliment by the way, thats the first time I've actually received one in months.

Ah, nice! I'm into death metal / gore as well, specifically bands like: Gorerotted, Lord Gore, Impaled and The Berzerker (altho they're more industrial influenced version of Carcass). Early Sodom is pretty awesome, they're one of those bands I'd replace Anthrax with in the "Big Four", lol. Burzum and Gorgoroth were always my favorite black metal bands back in HS days, so I definitely fuck with that old school shit. \m/

 

[kay']

Cant relate i never thought things would turn out like this.

But at 15 16 my whole world started crumbling and now im worse than gaza

 

[starystulejarz]

I felt like that since kindergarten it was over even back then over 26 years ago...

 

[Puer aeternus]

I think what I’m about to describe should ring a few bells in the few actual incels left on this forum. whenever you’ve gone out and interacted with normies or anyone higher in social status than you, you’ve always had this feeling of being different than everyone else. Even if you didn’t want to acknowledge it, you always, deep down, knew that you were a freak and that you were literal garbage to everyone else. you knew that others would throw you away in two milliseconds if you weren’t actively being their own personal jester. you knew that you were fucked, an abomination. if you’ve never felt anything close to this before, you’re a fucking fakecel and get off this fucking forum. the only people who I can even interact with normally anymore are the guys on this forum, and online friends. anyone who encounters me in person treats me like garbage, and throws me away once I’m gone.

Don't remind me man... ive done so much shit

 

[gael28]

I knew that my main defects put off people, being a manlet, poor and not good looking. But only after finding out about blackpill i realized how really ugly i am and that missing out things messed me up mentally. That you cant change or improve shit. And many other things.

this exactly

 

[Turtle02]

I felt like that since kindergarten it was over even back then over 26 years ago...

This, I was always that weird kid. Imagine being able to talk to people normally

 

[Izayacel]

Oh definitely that's why it was so easy for me to accept blackpill because everything just made sense

 

[LeonTheSilent]

I think what I’m about to describe should ring a few bells in the few actual incels left on this forum. whenever you’ve gone out and interacted with normies or anyone higher in social status than you, you’ve always had this feeling of being different than everyone else. Even if you didn’t want to acknowledge it, you always, deep down, knew that you were a freak and that you were literal garbage to everyone else. you knew that others would throw you away in two milliseconds if you weren’t actively being their own personal jester. you knew that you were fucked, an abomination. if you’ve never felt anything close to this before, you’re a fucking fakecel and get off this fucking forum. the only people who I can even interact with normally anymore are the guys on this forum, and online friends. anyone who encounters me in person treats me like garbage, and throws me away once I’m gone.

I think that the realization i would be always alone happened at fifith grade. In a school trip whe where looking at a tank with fishes... and there was this lone fish a part from the others. One of my collegues pointed to that fish and said it was me. Looks simple, but it was when i realized how people saw me.

 

[Plggy20144]

This, I was always that weird kid. Imagine being able to talk to people normally

 

[LifeMaxxer]

I can even interact with normally anymore are the guys on this forum,

This is place is my refuge. Nothing makes my day like coming on here and seeing the little number by the notification bell.

and online friends.

This helps, good way to cope. I have a 2 people I play Roblox with and it's fun

 

[LifeMaxxer]

I already knew. It's why I watched porn everyday starting in 6th grade up until sophomore year in high school. And I always kept to myself except when I was with my other "weird" kids friend group.

 

[Friezacel]

Brutal NTpill

 

[Pikacel]

legit this

 

[supermaxxer]

I always knew it but never really was able to understand until I got older.

Hurts to think about to be honest

 

[Plggy20144]

This helps, good way to cope. I have a 2 people I play Roblox with and it's fun

Same, I have a group of online friends that I discuss metal and play games with. It's basically the only lifefuel I have.

 

[La Grande Infamie]

Can definitely relate, I had a feeling that it was over when I was a child, and my prophecy was correct.

 

[Moloch666]

I knew something was wrong, but I had 2-3 years of bluepilled retardation that almost got me a reputation of creep. Thank God I didn't continue with that and stopped talking to women.

This is so relatable. But I was redpilled.

 

[CRYSTAL METH]

Totally 4739% true. I can personally relate with everything written here for me and some other poor souls such as @RealSchizo

 

[CRYSTAL METH]

the pseudo NT pill is brutal. When you can act and mask as NT but you're not 100% NT and people can see through the cracks. never felt connected to anybody anyway

Your post hitted me on a deeper level. Exceptionally small percentage of people, besides people from here will truly relate and understand you.
btw i really like your nickname, it brings a smile to my face hahaha.

 

[EgyptianNiggerKANG]

Your post hitted me on a deeper level. Exceptionally small percentage of people, besides people from here will truly relate and understand you.
btw i really like your nickname, it brings a smile to my face hahaha.

too NT for the non NTs but too non NT for the NTs the pseudo NT pill is a subset of the NT pill and further narrows down the people who would understand it so you're right. from yours truly, EgyptianNiggerKANG

 

[Julaybib]

no longer human

 

[UglyDumbass]

Cant relate i never thought things would turn out like this.

But at 15 16 my whole world started crumbling and now im worse than gaza

yeah around my teen years the world crumbled apart for me