When I am usually around a big crowd of people or go to a cafe with my cousin I start doing autistic shit like shaking. For example I would shake while lighting up my cigarette or when I drink. I am so fucking afraid of socializing that my brain completely shuts off during that time and it enters a flight mode for no reason. I know that nothing bad is going to happen to me , yet my brain tricks me into doing autistic shit such as shaking. I wonder what normies think when they see me jfl.
