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Hey brocels 
Over the past few weeks I have been trying to be more social, talking to more people and joining in groups even if no one notices me. I made a few broquaintances,and even got invited to the first non family group chat I’ve ever been in (not active at all though ). The only time I can get a laugh out of them is by self deprecating about my hairline. They mog me hard, they are all 6 foot plus, high iq, and have low to mid tier normie faces, but think they are chad because they have girlfriends or girls they are talking to, and have already made it clear to me that they think I’m ugly. One guy actually has a face worse than mine (mine is a 3.5), but seems oblivious to the fact that if he wasn’t so tall he would probably would be reading this right now . I might start gymceling again with them soon again though, maybe they will like me more, idk tbh, I’m probably too lazy and there’s always this ogre in the school gym who hates me . I still don‘t really like these guys, because they never invite me to social events and parties, or even just to get high or something, and hearing them recount their fun weekend, that you weren’t a part of , right in front of you is gigademoralising fr. What’s even worse is when I ask if they want to hang out at the weekend, then after making several shitty excuses they just flat out say ‘No, I don’t want onto hang out with you’.
Foids on the other hand, are still nasty and cruel as ever. A few weeks ago I had a moment and thought that maybe because I spent too much time on my computer that I was beginning to lose touch with reality and foids weren‘t as bad as I envisioned. Fucking wrong , I am an actual fucking chromosome for even thinking a single girl would even tolerate my existence. There are a couple of foids who are civil to me, because they are already in longterm relationships, to the point where they can almost see other boys as human beings . Apart from that, they all look at me with utter repulsion, and if they talk to me it is under great duress. I actually spoke to my ex-oneitis of 3 years for the first time ever to ask her about some class I was supposed to go to (actually kill me nigga please), and she was/is idk quite shy, even so ,she looked at me like I had just curb-stomped a puppy, said something quiet I couldn’t make out and walked off . My life is a joke tbh . Other foids refuse to sit next to me, and sometimes walk out the room as soon as I walk in. They really hate me that much jfl. Sometimes I overhear their conversations, and it usually just revolves around the school chads, and how they are so ‘annoying but cute’ teehee, or talking about how much of a hoe they are teehee x2. What do my hairline and you whores’ dads have in common? They ain’t coming back .
One interesting observation is that many guys are somewhat blackpilled, but also have girlfriends who they claim are special, making them even more bluepilled at the same time.
I’m still a misanthrope… guess it’s vidya all day for me…
What am I going to do with my life boyos?
Over the past few weeks I have been trying to be more social, talking to more people and joining in groups even if no one notices me. I made a few broquaintances,and even got invited to the first non family group chat I’ve ever been in (not active at all though ). The only time I can get a laugh out of them is by self deprecating about my hairline. They mog me hard, they are all 6 foot plus, high iq, and have low to mid tier normie faces, but think they are chad because they have girlfriends or girls they are talking to, and have already made it clear to me that they think I’m ugly. One guy actually has a face worse than mine (mine is a 3.5), but seems oblivious to the fact that if he wasn’t so tall he would probably would be reading this right now . I might start gymceling again with them soon again though, maybe they will like me more, idk tbh, I’m probably too lazy and there’s always this ogre in the school gym who hates me . I still don‘t really like these guys, because they never invite me to social events and parties, or even just to get high or something, and hearing them recount their fun weekend, that you weren’t a part of , right in front of you is gigademoralising fr. What’s even worse is when I ask if they want to hang out at the weekend, then after making several shitty excuses they just flat out say ‘No, I don’t want onto hang out with you’. Foids on the other hand, are still nasty and cruel as ever. A few weeks ago I had a
moment and thought that maybe because I spent too much time on my computer that I was beginning to lose touch with reality and foids weren‘t as bad as I envisioned. Fucking wrong , I am an actual fucking chromosome for even thinking a single girl would even tolerate my existence. There are a couple of foids who are civil to me, because they are already in longterm relationships, to the point where they can almost see other boys as human beings . Apart from that, they all look at me with utter repulsion, and if they talk to me it is under great duress. I actually spoke to my ex-oneitis of 3 years for the first time ever to ask her about some class I was supposed to go to (actually kill me nigga please), and she was/is idk quite shy, even so ,she looked at me like I had just curb-stomped a puppy, said something quiet I couldn’t make out and walked off . My life is a joke tbh . Other foids refuse to sit next to me, and sometimes walk out the room as soon as I walk in. They really hate me that much jfl. Sometimes I overhear their conversations, and it usually just revolves around the school chads, and how they are so ‘annoying but cute’ teehee, or talking about how much of a hoe they are teehee x2. What do my hairline and you whores’ dads have in common? They ain’t coming back .One interesting observation is that many guys are somewhat blackpilled, but also have girlfriends who they claim are special, making them even more bluepilled at the same time.
I’m still a misanthrope… guess it’s vidya all day for me…
What am I going to do with my life boyos?
