Ive didnt Sleep because i got extreme pain due to a bad tooth Inflammation, so i wanted to go to a Dentist, but on the way i got again These fucking heart races and ryhtm disorder, so i was driven to the Hospital instead to the Dentist
in the Hospital ive told them About my tooth inflammtion and that i wasnt able to go to the Dentist because of my heart rhystm disorder "tachycardia"
so they putted me into the waiting room for over 30 minutes, while i had extreme tooth pain, all the Situation pissed me so much because originally ive only wanted to go to the Dentist!!!
I suffer somehow from tourette, but normally only in rare cases in a subtle way, but this morning i was sceaming as loud as i could in the waiting room, Looking like a fucking Psycho
Ive didnt knew why i was forced to scream, i just had this disgusting pressure in me
Ive screamed again 4-6 times in the Treatment room, where they checked my blood Levels, ECG
then after a while the doctor finally arrived and told me that i dont Need to fear the heart rhytm disorder (despite the fact that it makes my life unliveable), ive already had a catheter aplation because of it, but it didnt helped, so he said that i just have a normal-harmless tachcardia
Then the psychlogical doctor came in and gave me some meds to get out this obsessive compulsive disorder or better known as tourette
Now im scared, because this whole Scenario triggered me so much, im scared to scream everytime now when i enter a medical facility to scream loud
I suffer from cardiophobia, but unlike most people who have this i have a real heart rhytm disorder, my pulse is often to high along with uneven heartbeats/heart stumbles
this prevents me from going to the endocrinologist etc.
and it finally prevented me from going to the Dentist this morning
in the Hospital ive told them About my tooth inflammtion and that i wasnt able to go to the Dentist because of my heart rhystm disorder "tachycardia"
so they putted me into the waiting room for over 30 minutes, while i had extreme tooth pain, all the Situation pissed me so much because originally ive only wanted to go to the Dentist!!!
I suffer somehow from tourette, but normally only in rare cases in a subtle way, but this morning i was sceaming as loud as i could in the waiting room, Looking like a fucking Psycho
Ive didnt knew why i was forced to scream, i just had this disgusting pressure in me
Ive screamed again 4-6 times in the Treatment room, where they checked my blood Levels, ECG
then after a while the doctor finally arrived and told me that i dont Need to fear the heart rhytm disorder (despite the fact that it makes my life unliveable), ive already had a catheter aplation because of it, but it didnt helped, so he said that i just have a normal-harmless tachcardia
Then the psychlogical doctor came in and gave me some meds to get out this obsessive compulsive disorder or better known as tourette
Now im scared, because this whole Scenario triggered me so much, im scared to scream everytime now when i enter a medical facility to scream loud
I suffer from cardiophobia, but unlike most people who have this i have a real heart rhytm disorder, my pulse is often to high along with uneven heartbeats/heart stumbles
this prevents me from going to the endocrinologist etc.
and it finally prevented me from going to the Dentist this morning
