So I have been stuck at home for almost 4 days in a row. I haven't left the house and I need to mentally push myself to just go out, it's just I look like shit and feel absolutely crap. I had an appointment to attend today but canceled yesterday due to laziness and anxiety, even today I was supposed to attend my local mosque to do the Friday prayer but people don't want to be around me or even pray with me, as they will literally give me dirty looks, cross their arms or move away from me when the prayer starts. All I gotta do is have my cold shower and ride on my electric scooter, I sold my broken one last week for $150 (the one my brother put pin on tire) to an elderly lady and spent the cash mainly on cannabis.
