SuicideFuel tinnitus is unbearable

[Cloudrak]

I hate this constant high pitched ringing I've had in my ears for the last 5 years 24/7. It raises my cortisol levels so much and I get so fucking angry at it. I always rub my head like a lunatic. I literally can't exist without any noise in the background but it's reached a point where music doesn't even drown it out.

WTF did i do in my past life to deserve all of this? I can't even enjoy anything. It's like the world is laughing at me when I go out.. I see happy COUPLES outside every day, intelligent and successful people etc.. I'd at least be good in my studies if it wasn't for this ringing shit, BUT NO I DON'T EVEN DESERVE THAT. This world has stripped me of any opportunities whatsoever, there is no point in trying.

 

[zd60]

have that in my left ear all the fucking time annoying as fuck

 

[endoftheskies]

I hate this constant high pitched ringing I've had in my ears for the last 5 years 24/7. It raises my cortisol levels so much and I get so fucking angry at it. I always rub my head like a lunatic. I literally can't exist without any noise in the background but it's reached a point where music doesn't even drown it out.

WTF did i do in my past life to deserve all of this? I can't even enjoy anything. It's like the world is laughing at me when I go out.. I see happy COUPLES outside every day, intelligent and successful people etc.. I'd at least be good in my studies if it wasn't for this ringing shit, BUT NO I DON'T EVEN DESERVE THAT. This world has stripped me of any opportunities whatsoever, there is no point in trying.

i remember some guy killed himself because his tinnitus was unbearable.

 

[Cloudrak]

have that in my left ear all the fucking time annoying as fuck

single ear only would drive me more nuts holy

 

[Cloudrak]

i remember some guy killed himself because his tinnitus was unbearable.

i don't blame him

 

[endoftheskies]

i don't blame him

i could never deal with something like that. im sorry man.

 

[ain]

I hate this constant high pitched ringing I've had in my ears for the last 5 years 24/7. It raises my cortisol levels so much and I get so fucking angry at it. I always rub my head like a lunatic. I literally can't exist without any noise in the background but it's reached a point where music doesn't even drown it out.

WTF did i do in my past life to deserve all of this? I can't even enjoy anything. It's like the world is laughing at me when I go out.. I see happy COUPLES outside every day, intelligent and successful people etc.. I'd at least be good in my studies if it wasn't for this ringing shit, BUT NO I DON'T EVEN DESERVE THAT. This world has stripped me of any opportunities whatsoever, there is no point in trying.

Yeah it's annoying. I've had it since I was a kid, helps that I got really into listening to music and listen almost every hour I'm awake to keep my sanity. Before I would keep a fan on or turn on the AC so that it's loud enough to kinda drown the frequency.

Around what hz frequency is yours? I know that and the loudness varies.

 

[Emba]

Its from using explosives without hearing protection

 

[zd60]

single ear only would drive me more nuts holy

I think having both at once would be more insane

 

[Hoppipolla]

It came from nowhere?

 

[Animecel2D]

It’s over for tinnituscels

 

[undesiredsamsung]

Its from using explosives without hearing protection