Maybe some people know me. I tried to stay away from this forum. But.... some hours ago i was on reddit. i was just chilling there.
i thought nothing special. then i was on /RoastMe. a 18 year old girl posted a picture there to roast her. in her comment history i saw a another sub that was linked to her. (besides her countless naked pics in GoneWild) it is called NSFWama. i was trapped in there. for many hours. i scrolled and scrolled. and what i have witnessed there ... believe me when i tell you that it really have changed something in my mind now.. this here is no joke...
i decided to post my thoughts because i can't take it anymore. prior to this i was on a sub called "NSFWama's". what is written there disgusted me to my very core of my soul. females, young teens fucking around and doing much more stuff all the time. what does humanity has become? its utterly disgusting. i really don't know how i can proceed in this utterly hell that is called planet earth.
my heart is now beating very fast. and i barely can write this stuff. you must understand. i am still a virgin. and we live in a society where everything is about sex. WTF? 18 year old girls fucking around with a 80 year old? because its fun?
i need you now bros. i really need some words from you...
I really try to escape the topic with my social isolation. I barely get out anymore. i am now 2 years in my own room. NEET. prior to this it was the same. i really tried to find a women who understands me. but they always cheated on me at the end. i am feeling like a idiot.
i start to believe that i not supposed to be on this planet. this place is like hell for me.
imagine walking through a place full of dust. every new day brings you other mindfucks.
imagine you had nothing that other people have. your whole life. its in front of you but you can't have it.
i never had real intimacy. i am like a bear that is imprisoned in a little cage.
and really ... people have all the time sex. AND again...prior to this here i was on a sub called nsfwama's. 18 year old girls selling themselves and much other disgustung stuff.
yes, for me its disgusting. for 95% of the other guys maybe not. i surely dont know anymore how to take this shitworld some 40 more years. i am deeply sadened by all of this.
believe me. no person on this world would like to have my life. at the end of the day i am drawning in extremely deep depressions.
everyone has fun. i know that my friends have beautiful girls all the time. i always saw it. and i couldn't take it anymore.
why are so many women so sluts? where are the really beautiful ones that respect themselves?
as i said. i start to believe that i am coming from a another planet. i cannot take this behavior of todays humanity anymore.
why i am so deeply sad about what other people do? why do i find it so utterly disgusting when beautiful young women degrade themselves?
i really have no more desire to continue such a life of despair. not even the word "hell" can describe my sorrows. i am lost i think. from now on i am just waiting to die.
i can't find something that makes me happy. after all those years i am just the shadow of who i once were.
it really burns my heart away.
i dont know anymore what to do. this world is so disgusting. i can't believe that a place like this exists.
you see a beautiful face. 18 years old. but then she tells you that she is fucking old man for money. that she had over 100 men. i can,t take it anymore.
what is humanity? WTF IS GOING ON HERE ?
www.reddit.com
here is the sub. i have really no words for that. i don´t know what this day today is. but something has changed in my very core.
i really can´t take this anymore.
i thought nothing special. then i was on /RoastMe. a 18 year old girl posted a picture there to roast her. in her comment history i saw a another sub that was linked to her. (besides her countless naked pics in GoneWild) it is called NSFWama. i was trapped in there. for many hours. i scrolled and scrolled. and what i have witnessed there ... believe me when i tell you that it really have changed something in my mind now.. this here is no joke...
i decided to post my thoughts because i can't take it anymore. prior to this i was on a sub called "NSFWama's". what is written there disgusted me to my very core of my soul. females, young teens fucking around and doing much more stuff all the time. what does humanity has become? its utterly disgusting. i really don't know how i can proceed in this utterly hell that is called planet earth.
my heart is now beating very fast. and i barely can write this stuff. you must understand. i am still a virgin. and we live in a society where everything is about sex. WTF? 18 year old girls fucking around with a 80 year old? because its fun?
i need you now bros. i really need some words from you...
I really try to escape the topic with my social isolation. I barely get out anymore. i am now 2 years in my own room. NEET. prior to this it was the same. i really tried to find a women who understands me. but they always cheated on me at the end. i am feeling like a idiot.
i start to believe that i not supposed to be on this planet. this place is like hell for me.
imagine walking through a place full of dust. every new day brings you other mindfucks.
imagine you had nothing that other people have. your whole life. its in front of you but you can't have it.
i never had real intimacy. i am like a bear that is imprisoned in a little cage.
and really ... people have all the time sex. AND again...prior to this here i was on a sub called nsfwama's. 18 year old girls selling themselves and much other disgustung stuff.
yes, for me its disgusting. for 95% of the other guys maybe not. i surely dont know anymore how to take this shitworld some 40 more years. i am deeply sadened by all of this.
believe me. no person on this world would like to have my life. at the end of the day i am drawning in extremely deep depressions.
everyone has fun. i know that my friends have beautiful girls all the time. i always saw it. and i couldn't take it anymore.
why are so many women so sluts? where are the really beautiful ones that respect themselves?
as i said. i start to believe that i am coming from a another planet. i cannot take this behavior of todays humanity anymore.
why i am so deeply sad about what other people do? why do i find it so utterly disgusting when beautiful young women degrade themselves?
i really have no more desire to continue such a life of despair. not even the word "hell" can describe my sorrows. i am lost i think. from now on i am just waiting to die.
i can't find something that makes me happy. after all those years i am just the shadow of who i once were.
it really burns my heart away.
i dont know anymore what to do. this world is so disgusting. i can't believe that a place like this exists.
you see a beautiful face. 18 years old. but then she tells you that she is fucking old man for money. that she had over 100 men. i can,t take it anymore.
what is humanity? WTF IS GOING ON HERE ?
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www.reddit.com
here is the sub. i have really no words for that. i don´t know what this day today is. but something has changed in my very core.
i really can´t take this anymore.
