erenswaifu
Bearer of the curse
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- Jul 17, 2023
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View: https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMjHdVbvf/
So I came across this video on tiktok for some reason. I watch a lot of corecore and 'real' videos so this came as a surprise to me because this actively makes fun of my pain and is the exact opposite of what my fyp always shows me.
I went into the comments thinking that maybe there will be some people who'd correct the person on their views. Tell them that they're being insensitive and that a lot of people end their lives because of this, but no. The comments are full of women making fun of us, showing absolutely no sympathy.
This made me feel so angry and sad at the same time. Like right now I have zero chances of getting with a girl. I'm ugly asf, I beat my melanin stick multiple times a day. Sometimes it hurts like a bitch. I feel so fucking empty. I have no purpose. I'm a fucking meet and the only way I can think of getting out of this is by going back to school and to start lifting so I can increase my chances of getting a food to even look in my direction without laughing.
Even then I still likely won't find a girlfriend because I have a severe case of social anxiety. I have trouble holding a conversation with someone who doesn't have the same interest as me, I even have a panic attack EVERY FUCKING TIME SOMEONE WALKS PAST ME. I don't even have a single friend.
And seeing multiple people just laugh at all my problems, laugh at all my pain, all that I've been and still go through just makes me so fucking mad oh my fucking god. Saying we did this to ourselves like bro I am a fucking sweetheart, I DID NOTHING TO NO ONE. I HAVE NEVER EVEN MET ANY ONE OF THOSE BITCHES IN THAT COMMENT SECTION SO WHY ARE THEY SAYING THAT WE DID THIS TO OUR FUCKING SELVES AAAAHHHHHH.
Thank you for coming to my Ted talk brocels and I hope your all having a good day and I also wish those foids end up getting raped, killed, or in a loveless marriage with Chad who beats the fuck out of them every chance he has because I don't have the will or even a chance to get to do that.