I know it's fucking disgusting but it still made me feel suicidal because it's just a stark reminder of human closeness ill never get to experience ever, and I stalked his Instagram until I found his pics and he's like some fucking nerdy looking 4/10 dude so ig you really don't have to be a chad to experience this all you need is just to have a face that doesn't look fucking scary, and this level of closeness is denied to me because I was just born with unusual scary looking facial features
