Venting This is no life

[bigantennaemay1]

I'm tired of persisting. This is life, it's not living, it's a mockery of what other people get to experience. I persist, day after day, week after week, year after long year. I'm tired. I'm sick and tired of the pain and torment. Sick and tired of the misery.

I don't want to just persist anymore. I want to live, or not.

I'm just tired.

 

[Transcended Trucel]

Brutal same here. If it wasn't for Vidya + Buddha maxxing I would have roped by now.

 

[bigantennaemay1]

Brutal same here. If it wasn't for Vidya + Buddha maxxing I would have roped by now.

Our copes only feed our motivation to persist. What kind of life is this that our genetics, and foids, have doomed us to suffer?

I've tried spiritual maxxing before, but I just can't get into it. I only wind up being angry at the universe, or God, or the gods, or whatever the hell I try to cope with, and then it just falls flat on me. I admire your ability to do what I cannot.