This existential dread that I am experiencing is far greater than any other I've evER had.

[caineturbat2003]

Sometimes it isn't the knowledge that Earth might get hit by an asteroid again, or that the Sun will explode one day and destroy basically the entire Solar System. Or that the Universe might collapse in itself. You know what's far more scarier? Isolation. It's having all the knowledge about the human brain, about the human psychology and how it functions, having the knowledge about the BP and JQ and how this entire system that we live in isn't really ours. And that we are basically slaves to it by definition since it's not ours to begin with. You know all of this and everyone around you look like retarded toddlers or animals chasing after something that is unachievable. And if you try to open up to them and reveal everything that you know, they will either look at you like you are crazy, mock you or shamelessly defend their masters to the end. Eitherway, you ain't convincing anyone and you will get punished for speaking the truth. And worst of all, the people you thought you knew aren't what you thought they were. Be it your parents, siblings or even friends if you had any.

We evolved as social creatures and isolation might be the most brutal torture you could ever experience. No matter what knowledge you can ever learn or what philosophy you adopt will ever topple the fact that at the end of the day you are all alone.

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

Sometimes it isn't the knowledge that Earth might get hit by an asteroid again, or that the Sun will explode one day and destroy basically the entire Solar System.

All of this is lifefuel though. Why do you get existential dread out if this? I hope it happens as soon as possible.

 

[caineturbat2003]

All of this is lifefuel though. Why do you get existential dread out if this? I hope it happens as soon as possible.

You have to understand that those supposed "existential dreads" that I had were during my pre-BP days. Now with the BP, I honestly don't even care.

 

[SilverBullet]

And if you try to open up to them and reveal everything that you know, they will either look at you like you are crazy, mock you or shamelessly defend their masters to the end

It'll never work. They're so indoctrinated by jewish media, that they can't comprehend the BP or JQ. It's such a depressing thought that this is our life, to be undesirable slaves to a jewish system. We don't even get what the average normie receives for being a wagecuck (assuming you aren't NEET), and you come home to an empty room every day. I made the mistake of telling family this is why I LDAR, but you just sound schizo.

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

You have to understand that those supposed "existential dreads" that I had were during my pre-BP days. Now with the BP, I honestly don't even care.

Makes sense. So you had hopes for life before being blackpilled. I desired my own death and the extinction of mankind for as long as I remember, at least since middle school.

 

[caineturbat2003]

but you just sound schizo.

Honestly with the isolation, I might have some undiagnosed form of schizophrenia. Ever since 2020 I was a NEET.

 

[SilverBullet]

Honestly with the isolation, I might have some undiagnosed form of schizophrenia. Ever since 2020 I was a NEET.

Seems to be the case for most long term NEETcels

 

[caineturbat2003]

Seems to be the case for most long term NEETcels

Brutal, besides having OCD, I now have to deal with this.

 

[SilverBullet]

Brutal, besides having OCD, I now have to deal with this.

No rest as an incel. We get away from normshit soyciety, just to be given a multitude of other problems.

 

[caineturbat2003]

No rest as an incel. We get away from normshit soyciety, just to be given a multitude of other problems.

Honestly it's better than having to interact with them. For me it just fuels whatever it is I believe and it's just pure brainrot having to listen about "what will your future look like? " or about whatever the fuck is going on in this Clown World.

 

[Pikacel]

Isolation is ok nowadays. The worst thing someone can go through is poverty, physical debilitation or anarchy/societal collapse

 

[caineturbat2003]

physical debilitation

I also have that, well partially. I can still walk, but it's a bitch to do so.

 

[Pikacel]

I also have that, well partially. I can still walk, but it's a bitch to do so.

Brutal asf

I just feel ashamed of myself man. I’m physically ‘healthy’ yet do nothing and let my body degrade

 

[BasedGoyslopReviews]

My existential dread spiked today after seeing a christmassy couple. Holiday season and my heart isn't in it same as every year cuz I am alone