Venting This cannot be real

[Soliduscel]

I don't know why I started feeling like this all of a sudden. I thought that I've made peace with my situation, but I cannot stop thinking. This cannot be real. My entire life feels like one horrible dream. Some things are too terrible, too improbable to happen, yet why did those things happen, to me? It has to be a conspiracy. For the first time in a long while, I cannot sleep. I thought this day wasn't so bad just a couple hours ago.

 

[The Wolf]

How old are you? Are you still 100% KHHV? Or just a virgin mostly?

 

[Grodd]

My life is a nightmare that i'll never wake up from.

 

[Master in Mumbai]

My life is a nightmare that i'll never wake up from.

and then all of a sudden you wake up next to your wife and kids

 

[aryanmikmaq]

Life is a nightmare for incels

 

[SaintManletLOL]

Remember, you have free will

 

[SilverBullet]

Im unable to grasp the concept of being loved

 

[ManOfVengeance]

I don't care about wanting fucking foids, I just want to know what it feels like to beat up a foid again.

 

[Soliduscel]

How old are you? Are you still 100% KHHV? Or just a virgin mostly?

17, Full KHHV, never had female friends.

 

[The Wolf]

17, Full KHHV, never had female friends.

that's harsh, how many months until 18?

 

[Azaylias]

17

your life has barely started yet, once you get out of the education system and into the real world things have the potential to get alot better

 

[The Wolf]

your life has barely started yet, once you get out of the education system and into the real world things have the potential to get alot better

 

[Autist]

17

This is not your forum boy

 

[Sperg Abomination]

I just want to know what it feels like to beat up a foid again.

you beated up a foid once ? damn must be fun asf

 

[Sperg Abomination]

This is not your forum boy

i mean someone can know its over at 17 years old

 

[Sperg Abomination]

your life has barely started yet

life never started for us no matter the age

 

[Autist]

i mean someone can know its over at 17 years old

Rules say so

 

[Sperg Abomination]

Rules say so

i mean your right but they should remove this rule i mean 17 is the same as 18 at this point

 

[Soliduscel]

that's harsh, how many months until 18?

Almost a year.

your life has barely started yet, once you get out of the education system and into the real world things have the potential to get alot better

Does it, really? I haven't had any friends since kindergarten. Will it get better if I "try something else"? I don't think I have any interests, I might be cursed with being boring.

 

[FuckYou]

17

kids.is

 

[Todd’s Pay Pig]

Banned for being underage but can return once 18.

 

[Chud Norris72]

Almost a year.

Does it, really? I haven't had any friends since kindergarten. Will it get better if I "try something else"? I don't think I have any interests, I might be cursed with being boring.

you could have kept it a secret now you're going to get banned for a year

 

[RuudVanNistelrooy]

I suggest that you at least try something IRL or you will regret it later.

 

[ManOfVengeance]

you beated up a foid once ? damn must be fun asf

Oh i've beaten up plenty my friend, not just one.

 

[Sperg Abomination]

Oh i've beaten up plenty my friend, not just one.

HOW ? did you went in a boxing club and asked to fight multiple foid ?

 

[The Wolf]

life never started for us no matter the age

to be fair, it depends. for some, yes definitely. for others, no. I've seen both. someone I went to school with, and me, it was over at 15 already. I'm 28 now. another boy I went to school with had a huge "glow up", is now married to a stacy-lite. back then he was a MTN at most.

 

[Sperg Abomination]

to be fair, it depends. for some, yes definitely. for others, no. I've seen both. someone I went to school with, and me, it was over at 15 already. I'm 28 now. another boy I went to school with had a huge "glow up", is now married to a stacy-lite. back then he was a MTN at most.

either he lost weight or got surgery

 

[The Wolf]

either he lost weight or got surgery

surgery can also go bad/backfire. I think he got a nose-job, which looks well done.

but that wasn't the main thing. he was a late bloomer even at 18. a meek, nerdy, gaunt, rather bizarre looking guy he was. now he grew from 5'7 back then to about 6'2 now, muscular, angular face.

not the type surgery can achieve. at least not with the base he had back then. I know because while I was and am much uglier than he ever was, I did talk to several surgeons.

the attractiveness and angularity I hope for cannot be achieved with my base.

 

[Sperg Abomination]

now he grew from 5'7 back then to about 6'2 now

growing from 5ft7 at 18 to 6ft2 at whatever age he is is extremely rare naturally very few documented cases ever and for his face he probably lose weight losing weight can chance a face completely or maybe weight loss + surgery

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

i mean your right but they should remove this rule i mean 17 is the same as 18 at this point

Quite the opposite. No one under 21 should be allowed to register.
These normie GrAYnigger kids often talk nothing but bullshit.

 

[CosmicSerialKiller]

your life has barely started yet, once you get out of the education system and into the real world things have the potential to get alot better

Really? After being in the "real world" for ages now, it seems harder than school life. In school/college you are constantly surrounded by girls every day, and at least a sub5 would have the familiarity aspect going for them.

I suggest that you at least try something IRL or you will regret it later.

YES, please OP, you gotta try. This is my biggest regret, not trying harder. Ever since my teenage years, I let nerves and shyness ruin my chances.