I need friends. I don't have any. Most of the time people just use me for being an emotional tampon. Never had any real connections. Most of the time I'm mostly wrong in anything I do. Why do I even exist. There has to be a proven error in some mathematical equation as to why I'm always wrong. I try so hard to be smart . But for some reason it is always wrong. Why ARE WOMEN HAVING SEX KN THEIR 30S DO THEY KNOW THEY WILL MAKE LOW IQS LIKE ME BECAUSE I WAS ONE OF THE DEVAYING OVUM shit it doesn't matter I'm 90 percent braindead. I wish I was NT I curse the day on whoever thought I'd should've been born autistic.
