RageFuel Things like THIS highlight the lack of a supportive girlfriend

[Giracel]

I always fuck things up RIGHT at the end. It's always been like this since in middle school I would get second place in chess tournaments due to losing or drawing in the last round.

I took an exam this morning I had studied so hard for, and was doing quite well until I added a stupid note to the last question in the final minutes. I knew it was wrong, checked afterwards and it was. I felt horrible like I had failed the whole thing. The question was open-ended enough that just not addressing that specific detail probably would've been fine—certainly better than saying something outright wrong.

If I had a caring girlfriend I could've explained it to her and she would've told me it's ok, you did well on most of it. But I don't have that. Instead I went to a convenience store, and while I was inside, saw out the window a former oneitis who looked cuter than ever: a double-punch. That's another theme that occurs—when one annoyance happens they usually conglomerate together, so I get kicked while down. Of course the partial benefit is the second one doesn't ruin the day since it was already somewhat ruined by the first.

 

[Giracel]

It's been 12 hours since all this happened and I still feel like I have been steamrolled. I texted my parents and got into arguments. I couldn't even eat lunch. I spent the rest of the day in a catatonic state and eventually took a nap. Sleeping usually provides a reset, for a reasonable perspective, but it didn't work.

 

[BasedGoyslopReviews]

ya

 

[cathuluelitist]

I spent the rest of the day in a catatonic state and eventually took a nap. Sleeping usually provides a reset, for a reasonable perspective, but it didn't work.

Incel trait: inexorable pain of sleeplessness

 

[Giracel]

Incel trait: inexorable pain of sleeplessness

Did you read my past posts about this? I have horrible sleep—insomnia at night and sleep better during the day overall. But today I could barely fall asleep due to the anger.

 

[BasedGoyslopReviews]

i used to freak out like this
gymcelling provides a distraction that saps my energy
before that i used to punch concrete til it became bloody and think about suicide
way healtheir me thinks

 

[Giracel]

gymcelling provides a distraction that saps my energy

I am going to start in the summer. Never got into it in college or earlier. Also college gyms are impossible to stay focused when it's all hot 20 year old foids in lululemons. Gyms where I'm from seem mostly to be other men and ugly milfs.

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

if i had a girlfriend i would have been diagnosed with sleep apnea like 15 years earlier

 

[Giracel]

if i had a girlfriend i would have been diagnosed with sleep apnea like 15 years earlier

My sleep would be better with one, this is another key outcome

 

[vic624]

I need to use drugs to get that reset, turned page feel. Benzos and cannabis for immediate relief. In media a lot of times people will say, "I need a drink" but one glass isn't going to do it for me and I don't like to be drunk so choose the other substances.

 

[Giracel]

Benzos

I have some, should have taken one. I was given them for allergies, and keep forgetting they have other beneficial effects…

 

[Giracel]

cannabis

I'm not going to be some dumb nigger with this, plus the odor is sickening

 

[vic624]

I'm not going to be some dumb nigger with this, plus the odor is sickening

It's a nice alternative to have full body effect more than just a mood stabilizer, since cannabis expands blood vessels during the high. You can even feel it in your prostrate. The relaxing effect on "intraocular pressure" afflicted eyes that is the cause of the anti-glaucoma effect makes cannabis ease being at a screen all day. Definitely not a productivity aid for me though.