NatsumeSouseki
Noodlefoid Correction Specialist
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- Feb 21, 2024
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i fucking hate it, i wish i had freedom from all this, i just want a woman with me, i wouldnt be so mean and vengeful if one could just be with me
i wish i could love, i wish i deserved to love, i wish i had what it takes to be loved, i so fucking desperately want it
id sell it all, just give it to me, id sell every drop of sweat i gave to my work for it
i bleed and bleed and bleed and now i have an interview for a job that pays 200k+ tomorrow but the only thing that I want is a woman i can give that money to and be genuinely loved for it
I wish a woman would see my contribution as an act of love and not a tribute
everytime i see a pretty girl it actually hurts me, it makes me feel terrible knowing that I can never have her. Eventually even unattractive women will make me feel the same because I can't even dare have them either.
I don't even care if shes ugly, I don't care if shes a cripple or low iq, i just want her to love me, i just want to be free from this
I'm the only one who loves me and its begun to become torturous
i wish i could love, i wish i deserved to love, i wish i had what it takes to be loved, i so fucking desperately want it
id sell it all, just give it to me, id sell every drop of sweat i gave to my work for it
i bleed and bleed and bleed and now i have an interview for a job that pays 200k+ tomorrow but the only thing that I want is a woman i can give that money to and be genuinely loved for it
I wish a woman would see my contribution as an act of love and not a tribute
everytime i see a pretty girl it actually hurts me, it makes me feel terrible knowing that I can never have her. Eventually even unattractive women will make me feel the same because I can't even dare have them either.
I don't even care if shes ugly, I don't care if shes a cripple or low iq, i just want her to love me, i just want to be free from this
I'm the only one who loves me and its begun to become torturous