Deleted member 32197
Defectivecel / KHHV / Autistcel / Genetic trash ™
-
- Joined
- Jan 8, 2021
- Posts
- 1,371
There is nobody that I hate more than myself. The disdain that I have for the majority of women, the people who have viciously bullied me throughout my life, leftists who want to destroy our society, feminists, and people who are superior to me cannot surpass the disdain that I have for myself. I loathe myself more then the groups of people whom I listed prior. I'm an autistic, retarded, and overall all a laughable failure. I have done nothing throughout my entire life. Some may argue "Well, you're still young. You still have time to reach your goals!". My response to that is; Why do you say that? There are people my age who have already achieved more than I ever will. I was a societal outcast my whole life, and I doubt that it's going to change anytime soon. And I bet the multiple IT lurkers who are reading this will say "You're a hateful bigot and a sexist! You deserve all of this!. The thing is, I don't want to hate anybody. But, I choose to hate others because I've been put down and bullied by women and higher-status men my whole life. So through my dreadful experiences, I can finally see the real and clear picture of this wretched society. Everyone hates me. Nobody takes me seriously. Every friend group that I've ever been in, I was the laughing stock of it and the "retarded kid". Contrary to my persona on this website, I am very nice to people in real life. I'm even nice to women in real life. And what do I get back for being nice to people? "Ew, what a retard". This overall belittlement that I faced throughout my life is why I have a lot of hate in my heart. I feel nothing but hatred and self-loathing in my inner being nowadays. I'm not saying that going ER is justified, I'm just gonna say that I can see why some people (such as myself) are filled to the brim with nothing but disdain for this society. I'm a loser who needs to get his braons blown out.
>Inb4 "didn't read"
It's fine. Nobody gives a shit about what I have to say anyways.
>Inb4 "didn't read"
It's fine. Nobody gives a shit about what I have to say anyways.