Venting There are 0 people that would come to my funeral

[twascilk99]

Theres a strong chance ill outlive every member of my family. Well.. its certain.

There wont be anybody coming to my funeral.

Nobody who loves me will hand me a glass of water on my deathbed.

Nobody will kiss me goodnight as im falling asleep. In my whole life.

Nobody will send me wishes for my birthday. (No one ever did)

No one will be there to see my success.

No one will be happy with me or sad with me. No one will be there to shake my hand and congratulate me on living the best life i could.

Theres no honor in doing your best. Theres no one out there that will ever care.

No one will ever desire me. Care for me.

Im nothing but an animal in human skin.

A child that took a mans mask.

Im lost and there's no one looking for me.

In the darkness i cry and shake trying to sleep.

No amount of money id pay, shit id take, pain ill endure to wake up in a body of someone else.

Either that I don't wish to wake up at all.

Im tired.

 

[HeinzKell]

I have this horrible thought too when I consider suicide. Though if I’m already dead, I can’t have these thoughts anymore

 

[TheCatMan]

I'm the youngest in my family by 10 years. I'll most likely outlive everyone and truly be alone.

 

[Emba]

My funeral will be attended by lots of flies and maggots

 

[AsiaCel]

There's a secret cheat code to make that many people will attend your funeral