The worthless feeling after jerking off

[Bennythefreak]

I'm 25 now and I estimate that I have jerked off at least 4000 times.
When I was 15 it felt good afterwards. It was a proof that I was a man and I thought about the future when I would be able to use it the way nature meant.

But years went by and as I realised that sex was for other people - not me - I started feeling pathetic and almost disgusted by the sight of my unwanted cock.

It's a miserable feeling. Shooting out the load day after day but just by myself.
The thought of other guys having women that takes care of their desires is so frustrating. I have to clean up my jizz by myself like a loser while other guys shoots it inside a pulsating vagina or in a warm mouth.

And to make the irony worse my penis is actually the only part of my body that I don't feel ashamed of. But what use do I have with a fairly large cock if no women will have it?
It's well known that girls prefer big ones but it can never compensate an ugly face.

So I'm stuck here with the pathetic feeling.

 

[Friezacel]

Try it without porn

 

[justuseless]

I feel relaxed and at ease after I coom

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

I jerked off 5 times 3 days ago, 5 times 2 days ago, and 4 times today

 

[ParasiteToSociety]

I actually love that post nut clarity feeling, I wish it was permanent.

 

[WeirdPanda]

I feel relaxed and at ease after I coom

 

[Fed_911]

I feel like a teenager who’s still awaiting for puberty for things to change. JFL at my midget 12 year old body and deformed face.

 

[Bennythefreak]

How old are you, guys?
I was around 20 when I started to have these self disgusting feelings.

 

[BlueCore]

I haven't had that in years

 

[Fed_911]

I was around 21 when I started to have these self disgusting feelings.