It's Over Did you ever get a feeling that your life was over?

[Hoppipolla]

I got it on my 21st birthday. This strong feeling that that was it now.

And I was pretty much right. I mean, I got some good high points here and there but mostly that was about it.

 

[HotDogCel]

Even though I've known since my teenage years that it's over, this feeling isn't at the forefront 100% of the time. So, from time to time, I have violent reminiscences of this fact.

 

[Hoppipolla]

Even though I've known since my teenage years that it's over, this feeling isn't at the forefront 100% of the time. So, from time to time, I have violent reminiscences of this fact.

Was there a time when your life felt really "alive", so to speak?

 

[Hoppipolla]

I think the reason why I felt my life was over at 21 is because I knew what was coming.

Parties and seeing bands and direction in life (education) and family... those things were going away.

Now I have grey offices full of boring people forever...

 

[Emba]

@itsOVER thoughts?

 

[Bats]

The thought would creep up on me each year i got older. Even as a kid some teachers seemed to instinctively hate or ignore me. It hit me like a truck when i discovered IncelTV/Rehab Room

 

[guessthatsit]

Yes every waking moment I know in the back of my mind that its over.

 

[HotDogCel]

Was there a time when your life felt really "alive", so to speak?

I honestly can't remember it. As far as I can remember, there was allways this feeling of being uggly and deformed in a corner of my mind.