SuicideFuel The way I see things

[Berith]

At this point, I see ascension as impossible. At one hand, I'm just too small and I just can't gain weight. I don't know what is the reason. Maybe the stress or something.
I can hardly fall asleep nowadays and even if I do, I wake up every night sweating rivers, I feel like I'm burning, and freezing cold at the same time.. Even when I wipe myself I feel cold and hot at the same time. No idea what this is.
On the other hand, I have no idea how to form a relationship with another human being. I just can't understand them.
I have a feeling I inherited my mother's psychopathic trait.
I feel dense again, I eel dark again. No idea how I'm going to get out of here in this life.
Nigger...

 

[Berith]

Is there sun in your area?
like lots of sun?

No actually, It's quite dark early cuz it's winter time. Why?

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

well i am in turkey
and some time there is sunlight
i used to have a very bad time sleeping
but when i sun gazed for three days
my issues were fixed

Just burn out your cornea Theory

 

[Berith]

could be stress related, people under estimate the power of stress, when i had major depression (now i have normal depression), i couldnt eat, sleep or shower and my parents would not understand why, and i had all kind of physical illnesses including feeling too hot or too cold at the same time like ur saying

What made it go away?
I guess my problem is obvious tho...

 

[Sennacherib]

At this point, I see ascension as impossible

Only fakecels ''ascend''