Venting The thoughts that pop into my head when I'm trying to sleep are the worst

[Aether]

It's always when I'm trying to sleep and my brain should be shutting off that thoughts of emptiness, loneliness and missing out and being behind in life pop into my head.

It makes it extremely difficult to maintain a good sleep schedule for long because I'll often spent nights unable to sleep despite feeling tired just because I can't stop thinking and stressing over stuff.

Late at night is always when I feel the most lonely. It sounds kind of pathetic to say but I wish to have a girl to cuddle with all the time when I'm trying to sleep.

 

[Shay Patrick Cormac]

Once I hallucinated this shit when trying to sleep, I should do a thread to see if someone can find an explaination

 

[Aether]

Once I hallucinated this shit when trying to sleep, I should do a thread to see if someone can find an explaination
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That makes me think of sleep paralysis but that probably wasn't the case

 

[Shay Patrick Cormac]

That makes me think of sleep paralysis but that probably wasn't the case

I was fully conscious and watching the horizon outside the window and I saw this peeking

 

[Aether]

I was fully conscious and watching the horizon outside the window and I saw this peeking

Maybe it wasn't even a hallucination

 

[Shay Patrick Cormac]

Maybe it wasn't even a hallucination

I onky know that I shit bricks the moment I saw it, the angle was phsyically impossible though

 

[( -_•)▄︻テحكـ━一]

I had a sleep paralysis before a demon granny jumpscared me while i was laying in my bed and i wasn't able to move

 

[rotmaxxed neetcel]

I had a sleep paralysis before a demon granny jumpscared me while i was laying in my bed and i wasn't able to move

fakecel

 

[( -_•)▄︻テحكـ━一]

fakecel

?

 

[( -_•)▄︻テحكـ━一]

fakecel

are you going to explain or?

 

[rotmaxxed neetcel]

are you going to explain or?

its a joke dickhead

 

[( -_•)▄︻テحكـ━一]

its a joke dickhead

Fakecel

 

[Runt171]

my brain should be shutting off that thoughts of emptiness, loneliness and missing out and being behind in life pop into my head.

A real truecel trait is when your brain will never allow you to forget how fucked your life is even when you sleep

In alot of my dreams for awhile now Ive noticed this same thing reoccurring
Over and over again in my dreams there would always be a part where I would change clothes for whatever reason and this would pretty much always softlock the dream
Its not like it would stop it would all continue but I would just be getting ready over and over again

I only realised recently its because For so long I was preparing for my life to continue but It just hasn’t
Its been completely halted by things outside of my power

I think about all of it so much that It shows up in my dreams constantly
No rest for your face

 

[Runt171]

Once I hallucinated this shit when trying to sleep, I should do a thread to see if someone can find an explaination
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Some sort of demon debating whether it its even worth it to posses an incel or not
I guess it didnt want to

Either that or schizophrenia

No demonic possession for your face

 

[Shay Patrick Cormac]

Some sort of demon debating whether it its even worth it to posses an incel or not
I guess it didnt want to

Either that or schizophrenia

No demonic possession for your face

It resembled that demon for the exorcist but I dunno what it was, could have been a bird and my brain saw a face