Pancakecel
Cope or rope, that is all.
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- Joined
- Jan 16, 2021
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Only left my house in the past 6 months to go to neetbux appointments a couple of times a month, and even then it is exhausting.
I feel constantly on the defence when out in soyciety, due to many past bad experiences with normfags: stares, comments, being ostracized, laughed at, etc. That's not just when walking around in public but I have had it in my previous office jobs from colleagues too, in so called "professional environments".
Being made to feel like some alien/ anomaly has fucked me up, and now I must go speak with some psychiatrist person. I'm looking forward to being told "it's all in your head, silly pancake just ignore it". Great, when I am inevitably forced to work again I will just magically ignore everything around me and forget about all the past bullshit. Or maybe they will put me on some (((meds))) to help with that.
I just got drunk the past couple of times I had to go out, out of desperation to ease the constant shit thoughts, anxiety whatever. Sick of people. I can't just remove bad memories from my fucking brain, especially when new ones are added too frequently.
I feel constantly on the defence when out in soyciety, due to many past bad experiences with normfags: stares, comments, being ostracized, laughed at, etc. That's not just when walking around in public but I have had it in my previous office jobs from colleagues too, in so called "professional environments".
Being made to feel like some alien/ anomaly has fucked me up, and now I must go speak with some psychiatrist person. I'm looking forward to being told "it's all in your head, silly pancake just ignore it". Great, when I am inevitably forced to work again I will just magically ignore everything around me and forget about all the past bullshit. Or maybe they will put me on some (((meds))) to help with that.
I just got drunk the past couple of times I had to go out, out of desperation to ease the constant shit thoughts, anxiety whatever. Sick of people. I can't just remove bad memories from my fucking brain, especially when new ones are added too frequently.