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I just wanna be loved, but don’t think I’m worthy
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I would have to be stoic at all times even at times where it would be really tough, like say, a dying relative.
I could never rely on her as a source of strength and comfort when I’m lacking. She would never be a shoulder to cry on. I could never turn to her. I could never be honest.
I will always have to appear that I’m in control. That nothing ever gets to me. That nothing shakes me.
Because women hate weakness coming from men. Even merely being human is weak to them.
Why the fuck would I want a relationship where I can’t be open with her? I’m not saying she would have to be my therapist or whatever but I would sometimes liked to be cared for or whatever. Obviously people aren’t gonna be happy or content 100% of the time. And I wanna be happy and do fun stuff with her but life can’t be nonstop fun. Everyone goes through their own sh
I mean I’d do the same for her, too.
Everything I’d like is submissive and unmasculine. Being human is not being a man.
I don’t think I could handle being in a relationship. It would be doomed from the start. I would get dumped or cheated on so quickly due to my weakness and subhumanity.
It’s funny because it’s okay for women to cry and bitch to their men about being stressed at work or school but the second a man sheds any tears or doesn’t appear to be 100% in control, he is worthless and disgusting.
Fuck this earth.
I could never rely on her as a source of strength and comfort when I’m lacking. She would never be a shoulder to cry on. I could never turn to her. I could never be honest.
I will always have to appear that I’m in control. That nothing ever gets to me. That nothing shakes me.
Because women hate weakness coming from men. Even merely being human is weak to them.
Why the fuck would I want a relationship where I can’t be open with her? I’m not saying she would have to be my therapist or whatever but I would sometimes liked to be cared for or whatever. Obviously people aren’t gonna be happy or content 100% of the time. And I wanna be happy and do fun stuff with her but life can’t be nonstop fun. Everyone goes through their own sh
I mean I’d do the same for her, too.
Everything I’d like is submissive and unmasculine. Being human is not being a man.
I don’t think I could handle being in a relationship. It would be doomed from the start. I would get dumped or cheated on so quickly due to my weakness and subhumanity.
It’s funny because it’s okay for women to cry and bitch to their men about being stressed at work or school but the second a man sheds any tears or doesn’t appear to be 100% in control, he is worthless and disgusting.
Fuck this earth.
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