I always wanted a girlfriend but then I became a middle aged man and I realised that I was now too old to find a girlfriend for myself. Because I'm now 40 I had to accept that I'm too old to find love with a woman. So I made vows to God that I would never have a girlfriend, vows to God that I would never marry, vows to God that I would never be in a relationship with a woman and vows to God that I would never have sex with a woman. I have to keep these vows for the rest of my life. Some might ask me what if a foid took off her clothes and got into bed with me, but that's not going to happen for me as I'm a middle aged 40 something man anyway. I'm too old for a foid to take off her clothes and get into bed with me. That is only for young men. Keeping these vows I made to God helps me to cope with the fact that there was never a woman for me in the first place. These vows helps me to accept that I'm an incel and that I'm too old to find a wife/girlfriend for myself. No woman is going to be interested in a middle aged 40 year old man like me when young men can find wives/girlfriends for themselves and these vows to God helps me cope.
