3 months ago i got into a spat with the entire moderation team over a rule change and made an ultimatum. Ban me or change the rule, they decided to ban me, after being banned I Decided to really go for it, to foolishly try to turn my life around despite the odds. Guess what happened, Nothing
I was approaching women IRL, randomly DMing them on several social media sites, everything i could to put myself out there to see if even one foid would like to be with me and In the end though nothing sticked. I will also trying to get a job in this horrid economy sending my resumes everywhere so i could at the very least have some kind of stable income, and again nothing.
My mental health has gotten worse, the OCD is getting worse, my ability to handle it is getting worse, Just recently i was trying to workout but couldn't complete the full workout because i was bombarded by these invasive depressing thoughts, I have never felt so lonely in my life. My ability to enjoy things like video games or the outdoors has diminished to almost nothing, I just don't get joy from many things anymore. I used to have good days were i was genuinely happy because i could get my mind to not focus on my situation or my OCD related thoughts but those days are now mostly gone, All I have left are depressing days with days where I am barely content.
The Prince however is back on .is, Whatever issues I have with this site are negligible compared to what this site offers, A voice. This is the only place i will ever EVER be able to voice my problems my frustrations and my issues without being chastised and blamed for everything that has ever gone wrong in my life. Every other place on the internet that doesn't chastise you doesn't listen to you at all, You are like ghost that nobody else cares about just like real life, It's good to be back
I was approaching women IRL, randomly DMing them on several social media sites, everything i could to put myself out there to see if even one foid would like to be with me and In the end though nothing sticked. I will also trying to get a job in this horrid economy sending my resumes everywhere so i could at the very least have some kind of stable income, and again nothing.
My mental health has gotten worse, the OCD is getting worse, my ability to handle it is getting worse, Just recently i was trying to workout but couldn't complete the full workout because i was bombarded by these invasive depressing thoughts, I have never felt so lonely in my life. My ability to enjoy things like video games or the outdoors has diminished to almost nothing, I just don't get joy from many things anymore. I used to have good days were i was genuinely happy because i could get my mind to not focus on my situation or my OCD related thoughts but those days are now mostly gone, All I have left are depressing days with days where I am barely content.
The Prince however is back on .is, Whatever issues I have with this site are negligible compared to what this site offers, A voice. This is the only place i will ever EVER be able to voice my problems my frustrations and my issues without being chastised and blamed for everything that has ever gone wrong in my life. Every other place on the internet that doesn't chastise you doesn't listen to you at all, You are like ghost that nobody else cares about just like real life, It's good to be back
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