Looks are objective.
I'm honestly just tired and anxious atp.
On one hand, I don't want my life uprooted and I'm tied by partial admixture and cultural association (also the one-drop rule) to the ugliest race on the planet.
On the other, said people praise their ugly features and claim they wanna have it in every life (they want a planet full of this in and endless cycle of misery, although I guess they wouldn't have anything better to compare it to).
I have nowhere to go that's fully appealing, and I have a bad habit of getting to attached to matters that can effect them due to my ties to their existence.
On one hand, their phenotypes and hair textures are better treated with euthanasia (I'd kill myself if my face was shaped like that, and I'd even be struggling if my hair was slightly curlier than it is now).
On the other hand, that sort of thing could easily produce ripple effects that effect me, and as limited as my life is now, I don't enjoy the prospect of what little comfort I have getting snatched from me.
Euthanasia would be an interesting thing: I'd have to be mentally prepared for the jump and hope for the best in the next life.
All foids should be lobotomized asap so that you don't have to worry about what you'll be in the next life.