IOW: escapism and having my reality altered.
I look forward to every Friday and Saturday night so that I can play videogames (Far Cry 4, American Truck Sim. , yes I'm a faggot, OKAY?) and just be in a different world. I am glad to live in an era where graphics are so immersive and gameplay is so realistic. If these were the times where Super Mario 1 (released 1985, popular up until 1990) and shit were the only games available to me, then videogames wouldn't be escapism or a good cope at all.
Super Mario Bros. 1 was good as a kid but as a depressed incel adult, I need realism. I need 3D, free-roaming, good AI, etc.
Some other points recently where I haven't felt like putting a bullet in my head:
- When podcasting/livestreaming weirdly. I guess cuz I am so busy keeping the show going, I don't have time to think about my life.
- When I was in LA a few years ago (getting blepharoplasty). It was good to be in a different, cool place. If I had more money, I'd travel more. Travelling is a good cope but I am saving up for more surgery so I can jet off every few months.
- Sleeping, obviously.
The problem is, any of the copes I can use to get me through each day, can't be used regularly. I need to work to be able to live in a house. Work involves waking up 7.30am, getting ready, commuting, working, commuting back. I need to go to the gym cuz with my face, I need the focus shifted onto my body. All of this takes up the whole day. Any free time I have left after that is miniscule.
What are the copes that get you through each day? What would you do if you had to/What will you do when you have to work 9 hours+ a day, commute 2+ hours a day, etc?
You think it's bad now. Wait til you have to be both INCEL and a WAGECUCK. Unless you have a trustfund, in which case, I hope you get acidfaced
I look forward to every Friday and Saturday night so that I can play videogames (Far Cry 4, American Truck Sim. , yes I'm a faggot, OKAY?) and just be in a different world. I am glad to live in an era where graphics are so immersive and gameplay is so realistic. If these were the times where Super Mario 1 (released 1985, popular up until 1990) and shit were the only games available to me, then videogames wouldn't be escapism or a good cope at all.
Super Mario Bros. 1 was good as a kid but as a depressed incel adult, I need realism. I need 3D, free-roaming, good AI, etc.
Some other points recently where I haven't felt like putting a bullet in my head:
- When podcasting/livestreaming weirdly. I guess cuz I am so busy keeping the show going, I don't have time to think about my life.
- When I was in LA a few years ago (getting blepharoplasty). It was good to be in a different, cool place. If I had more money, I'd travel more. Travelling is a good cope but I am saving up for more surgery so I can jet off every few months.
- Sleeping, obviously.
The problem is, any of the copes I can use to get me through each day, can't be used regularly. I need to work to be able to live in a house. Work involves waking up 7.30am, getting ready, commuting, working, commuting back. I need to go to the gym cuz with my face, I need the focus shifted onto my body. All of this takes up the whole day. Any free time I have left after that is miniscule.
When I was on Lookism, I spoke to chadlites so privileged that they would ask me:
Lookism Chadlite: "Aren't you at work today?"
Me: "It's Saturday"
L C: "Don't you work Sat too?"
Me: "You're such a young, wealthy chad that you don't even know how most of the population works. Reeee"
Lookism Chadlite: "Aren't you at work today?"
Me: "It's Saturday"
L C: "Don't you work Sat too?"
Me: "You're such a young, wealthy chad that you don't even know how most of the population works. Reeee"
What are the copes that get you through each day? What would you do if you had to/What will you do when you have to work 9 hours+ a day, commute 2+ hours a day, etc?
You think it's bad now. Wait til you have to be both INCEL and a WAGECUCK. Unless you have a trustfund, in which case, I hope you get acidfaced
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