The only time i felt good in school was when i would talk to my oneitis.
Like, i still remember the few times in HS when i would talk to this girl and i could feel my fucking happy chemicals go into overload. It fely goude to have a girl i had oneitis on be nice to me. And talk to me.
Now, 6 years later, i still sometimes think about this girl. It's crazy. She doesn't give a fuck about me, but i am kind of obssessed maybe? Idk, when you're a socialanxietycel, the tiniest amount of positive social interaction makes you feel like you're walking on cloud 9.
Anyone else the same way? Are you so oxytocin starved that even the tiniest amount of female validation makes you go into these stories about how the 2 of you are gonna have a relationship together and shit?
Like, i still remember the few times in HS when i would talk to this girl and i could feel my fucking happy chemicals go into overload. It fely goude to have a girl i had oneitis on be nice to me. And talk to me.
Now, 6 years later, i still sometimes think about this girl. It's crazy. She doesn't give a fuck about me, but i am kind of obssessed maybe? Idk, when you're a socialanxietycel, the tiniest amount of positive social interaction makes you feel like you're walking on cloud 9.
Anyone else the same way? Are you so oxytocin starved that even the tiniest amount of female validation makes you go into these stories about how the 2 of you are gonna have a relationship together and shit?
