The only thing that keeps me sane is knowing that I CAN die, that it can’t last forever

[Clavicus Vile]

One day, it has to end. One way or another. This world can’t keep me here forever to suffer. I just hope I can do it by my own hands sooner or later somehow. But it seems more and more unlikely considering I’ve let myself come this far.

I’ve gone through this same song and dance so many times over the years. You couldn’t even imagine how many “final days” I’ve had. When will the actual final day come you know what I mean? When can I take action, I believe the final stage of the blackpill is suicide.

At the very least, I have to die somewhere in my 60s, All the factors of inceldom on my mental health, and my unhealthy lifestyle habits will significantly lower my lifespan.

But even the unhealthiest people still seem to reach their 60s in most cases, even if they die in their early 60s. Excluding the morbidly obese, they die much sooner. But 60s, that’s still a good 4 decades of suffering left for me though, that’s a very long time.

 

[ZS6]

Man up

 

[Erenincel]

Man up

It doesn't work. No matter what you do, Blackpill still makes itself felt. The only thing you can do is reduce your suffering.

 

[Ambush]

But even the unhealthiest people still seem to reach their 60s in most cases, even if they die in their early 60s. Excluding the morbidly obese, they die much sooner. But 60s, that’s still a good 4 decades of suffering left for me though, that’s a very long time.

The kikes have extended our suffering to 7+ decades with medical intervention.

Acient humans used to live to 30s on average, which means I'd have a few years left.