Story The only reason why i don't kill myself is because of my plan for my future life.

[an0ncel]

My life is trash, been trash since i hit puberty, i won't get into details tho. Btw i'm 17 years old right now, close to 18 (i know i'm a youngcel still.)

The only reason why i try to stay positive and won't kill myself is because of the coping method i see myself doing once i get older.

My plan is:

<Finish school>
<Get a job>
<Work a year while saving up money>
<Get a apartment, even if it's a 2 room small cheap ass apartment>
<Move in the apartment and get a fleshlight just for basic coping wich is still better then my hand>
<Continue to save up some money (like 3 months of work)>
And now the reason why i want, excited to live:
<Get a life sized, realistic sex doll wich would be the ultimate coping method and i would be so happy i wouldn't call it a cope anymore, i would treat her as a real human gf>
<Maybe once in a while try escortmaxxxing for fun>

This might be weird af to some of y'all, maybe i'm just weird af, but this is the only thing that's going to make me happy. This is a plan of mine for like 5 years now, the reason why i don't give up.

I don't need a girlfriend because:
- I don't want kids, and i'm 100% sure about that.
- I don't give a fuck if someone judges me that i still don't have a girlfriend. (I would keep the sex doll as a secret obviously, i ain't that weird to tell anyone about it)
- Having a real gf is a shit ton of work and drama wich i don't need in my life.

Here are a sex doll (for me more like GF doll), that i would buy for example: (life sized)

Yes i like anime too.

 

[Black Soul]

i'm 17 years old

mogs me

My plan is:

<Finish school>
<Get a job>
<Work a year while saving up money>
<Get a apartment, even if it's a 2 room small cheap ass apartment>
<Move in the apartment and get a fleshlight just for basic coping wich is still better then my hand>
<Continue to save up some money (like 3 months of work)>
And now the reason why i want, excited to live:
<Get a life sized, realistic sex doll wich would be the ultimate coping method and i would be so happy i wouldn't call it a cope anymore, i would treat her as a real human gf>
<Maybe once in a while try escortmaxxxing for fun>

This might be weird af to some of y'all, maybe i'm just weird af, but this is the only thing that's going to make me happy. This is a plan of mine for like 5 years now, the reason why i don't give up.

I don't need a girlfriend because:
- I don't want kids, and i'm 100% sure about that.
- I don't give a fuck if someone judges me that i still don't have a girlfriend. (I would keep the sex doll as a secret obviously, i ain't that weird to tell anyone about it)
- Having a real gf is a shit ton of work and drama wich i don't need in my life.

Here are a sex doll (for me more like GF doll), that i would buy for example: (life sized)

Yes i like anime too.

Good Luck, It's good plan tbh.
But this is not enough imo, try to have an ambition and higher goals in your life outside the field of sex if you could satisfy your sexual desires.

 

[an0ncel]

mogs me

Good Luck, It's good plan tbh.
But this is not enough imo, try to have an ambition and higher goals in your life outside the field of sex if you could satisfy your sexual desires.

Well, i think i would be fine with this and having gaming as a hobby tbh.

 

[Osentaku Otje]

y'all

bruh

I don't need a girlfriend because:
- I don't want kids, and i'm 100% sure about that.
- I don't give a fuck if someone judges me that i still don't have a girlfriend. (I would keep the sex doll as a secret obviously, i ain't that weird to tell anyone about it)
- Having a real gf is a shit ton of work and drama wich i don't need in my life.

sounds like the excuses and fake copes i tell to normies so they don't further question me about my single life

good plan though i hope you can find happiness,, maybe get a pet in your apartment that helps too

 

[The Cagot]

You're only 17, your desires will changes and you will wish to have your own family or at least a gf.
Which is exactly when your distress will increase exponentially, and you'll be either full of rage , either depressed.

We deserve much more than plastic dolls. They'll never give you any kind of kindness, affection, help, morale support, or anything else.
And as nothing will do it at all, you'll see why the blackpill is painful to live, but in the same time, is the only one you have to live with.

Hopefully with time you'll find much more cope possibilies on topics here. We're all coping.

 

[TallCelFag]

The only reasons I don’t kill myself are because jumping or stabbing might not kill me and could be very painful.

 

[Michael15651]

Most of your goals are similar to mine

 

[lumipallo]

You're only 17, your desires will changes and you will wish to have your own family or at least a gf.

This tbh. I remember being young and thinking I can stay stable without a gf. Boy was I wrong.

 

[AllanKing]

good plan， imagine I can plan for my future at your age， I would not be here

 

[BrazilianLiveMatter]

I think I'm in the same situation as you, I'm close to 18, I also want to buy a sex doll, I have other plans in mind but nothing special, a few years ago I had the worst year of my life I just didn't kill myself at the time because I didn't want my parents to go through this but in the end it was a good decision, now that I've found this place I'm calmer, it's good to know you're not paranoid, blackpill is real and brutal, my plan is to do my best to have a happy life even if I have to be completely alone and away from everything and everyone (with my loli doll )

 

[AutisticBeast]

By the time you are my age your brain will have rotted and you won't even have a sex drive

 

[AutisticMonstrosity]

This tbh. I remember being young and thinking I can stay stable without a gf. Boy was I wrong.

Same. Exactly same.

By the time you are my age your brain will have rotted and you won't even have a sex drive

I still have a sex drive and I am older than you. Also autistic. But I masturbate too little, because rather than getting excited from amateur sex videos (I've never wanted to watch any others than real-life couples having normal sex with kissing and intimacy) I feel super sad, tears in my eyes...

 

[Emba]

Everyone has a plan until they get punched in the face

 

[Deleted member 3497]

im the same age as u, i dont want a doll or to see escorts, i want the real thing, fucking loose escort cunt wont fill void in my heart

 

[codingcel]

Based. If my culture allowed me to live independently then I would definitely take your route and live in a relationship with a sex doll and visit hot escorts.

 

[Words2_live_bye]

A doll wife isn't a bad idea tbh ngl
she stays the same looking no matter how old
she is always there to cuddle or kiss you or have sex.
she won't cheat or give you disease
you can have her dress and look how you want without fights or arguments
but she won't love you or hump back or hug back
feelsbadman
but still better than average woman

 

[Deleted member 24016]

The only reasons I don’t kill myself are because jumping or stabbing might not kill me and could be very painful.

Jump from a high enough place and it will absolutely kill you

 

[TallCelFag]

Jump from a high enough place and it will absolutely kill you

Dunno where that would be

 

[SoloAlex]

 

[Izayacel]

mogs me

Good Luck, It's good plan tbh.
But this is not enough imo, try to have an ambition and higher goals in your life outside the field of sex if you could satisfy your sexual desires.

 

[BigMorons]

The only reasons I don’t kill myself are because jumping or stabbing might not kill me and could be very painful.

Do both

 

[TallCelFag]

Do both

Good idea tbh

 

[sick1call911]

I would feel awkward fucking a doll, somehow I always manage to pleasure myself even without porn