an0ncel
SmokerCel
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My life is trash, been trash since i hit puberty, i won't get into details tho. Btw i'm 17 years old right now, close to 18 (i know i'm a youngcel still.)
The only reason why i try to stay positive and won't kill myself is because of the coping method i see myself doing once i get older.
My plan is:
<Finish school>
<Get a job>
<Work a year while saving up money>
<Get a apartment, even if it's a 2 room small cheap ass apartment>
<Move in the apartment and get a fleshlight just for basic coping wich is still better then my hand>
<Continue to save up some money (like 3 months of work)>
And now the reason why i want, excited to live:
<Get a life sized, realistic sex doll wich would be the ultimate coping method and i would be so happy i wouldn't call it a cope anymore, i would treat her as a real human gf>
<Maybe once in a while try escortmaxxxing for fun>
This might be weird af to some of y'all, maybe i'm just weird af, but this is the only thing that's going to make me happy. This is a plan of mine for like 5 years now, the reason why i don't give up.
I don't need a girlfriend because:
- I don't want kids, and i'm 100% sure about that.
- I don't give a fuck if someone judges me that i still don't have a girlfriend. (I would keep the sex doll as a secret obviously, i ain't that weird to tell anyone about it)
- Having a real gf is a shit ton of work and drama wich i don't need in my life.
Here are a sex doll (for me more like GF doll), that i would buy for example: (life sized)
Yes i like anime too.
The only reason why i try to stay positive and won't kill myself is because of the coping method i see myself doing once i get older.
My plan is:
<Finish school>
<Get a job>
<Work a year while saving up money>
<Get a apartment, even if it's a 2 room small cheap ass apartment>
<Move in the apartment and get a fleshlight just for basic coping wich is still better then my hand>
<Continue to save up some money (like 3 months of work)>
And now the reason why i want, excited to live:
<Get a life sized, realistic sex doll wich would be the ultimate coping method and i would be so happy i wouldn't call it a cope anymore, i would treat her as a real human gf>
<Maybe once in a while try escortmaxxxing for fun>
This might be weird af to some of y'all, maybe i'm just weird af, but this is the only thing that's going to make me happy. This is a plan of mine for like 5 years now, the reason why i don't give up.
I don't need a girlfriend because:
- I don't want kids, and i'm 100% sure about that.
- I don't give a fuck if someone judges me that i still don't have a girlfriend. (I would keep the sex doll as a secret obviously, i ain't that weird to tell anyone about it)
- Having a real gf is a shit ton of work and drama wich i don't need in my life.
Here are a sex doll (for me more like GF doll), that i would buy for example: (life sized)
Yes i like anime too.