Blackpill The only real reason why I got blackpilled is due to being deformed

[Deleted member 32037]

me being deformed is why i got blackpilled, not being ugly.

Being ugly isn’t an issue really for me, I would have been delusional for years and years and probably have never been blackpilled at all


if it wasn’t for me being being deformed I wouldn’t even be on this site


I probably would have friends and a normal life if it wasn’t for that
I started getting bullied in 8th grade for it and I had a small group of friends.

they never really accepted me but they also poked fun at me as well

9th grade I get bullied in this one class, pretty much almost every day.
I had low grades in the class even though I did everything pretty much right

it’s true that unattractive people get lesser grades

anyways I contacted a surgeon who can fix the deformity, he said it’s very fixable.he could literally basically change my whole life but my mother said no.

She said what about insurance and she is right, but she could do monthly payments or something.

my life is just pain, I just want to fuck an escort and then rope right afterwards.

I’m thinking of stealing my parents money, getting a taxi and then I rope afterwards.

I wouldn’t wish my life on anyone, not even those who bullied me

 

[WawelDragon1683]

What exact deformity do you have and how old are you?

 

[Deleted member 32037]

What exact deformity do you have and how old are you?

I can’t say cause I’d be doxxinf myself

 

[WawelDragon1683]

I can’t say cause I’d be doxxinf myself

i doubt that but whatever. if it's easily fixable you must be retarded to want to kill yourself. Either force your parents to pay for it, or just wait till you are an adult and fix it yourself.

 

[Tarblackpill]

I am a cripple. I have been bullied hard for years, and yes, if you get shit constantly your grades are going to suffer. However, there is still some hope. I don't know about ascension but with very strong will you can achieve some normalncy. I am also DEFORMED, not just ugly. But I'll keep pushing. If I succeed, I will succeed. If I fail, I'll make damn sure Minecraft will meet one more ER.

I Will Not Die Without Leaving a Crater.

 

[Deleted member 32037]

i doubt that but whatever. if it's easily fixable you must be retarded to want to kill yourself. Either force your parents to pay for it, or just wait till you are an adult and fix it yourself.

They might kick me out idk, idk if I should keep going at this rate.

the problem is the surgery is considered cosemetic so i cannot get it covered, only thing I can is wait till I’m 18 get the surgeon done and do a part time job to pay for it while I’m in college or something

i doubt that but whatever. if it's easily fixable you must be retarded to want to kill yourself. Either force your parents to pay for it, or just wait till you are an adult and fix it yourself.

I’m trying to hold on and keep my sanity but my parents is just degrading me

 

[CopingJim]

just wagecuck to get some money then go to that surgeon with that cash.
Get surgery fuck bitches

 

[zangano1]

Im deformed because my face is red

 

[Brazilian_Incel]

PM me what your deformity is

 

[Deleted member 32037]

What exact deformity do you have and how old are you?

I'm young, but it is fixable I guess but it's considered a cosmetic procedure

just wagecuck to get some money then go to that surgeon with that cash.
Get surgery fuck bitches

I'm trying to get a job right now, one hasn't sent me any feedback yet

 

[Linesnap99]

yeah its like a blessing in disguise. had i not not been in this situation i would never found the blackpill. If i have to choose between being a chad or taking the blackpill i will always take the latter.