Do you know what it feels like knowing the only possible chance normies will accept you is if you literally alter your brain wiring just to fit their standards? It's so fucked. I can barely even do anything while high, sometimes I feel a bit smarter but most times I feel like my IQ just went -30 and that's the reason why it's easier to fit in. I fucking hate normalfags, they deserved to be exterminated from this planet. But realistically my only chance of ascending is brain altering drugs 
