The "Nashville effect" of having autism that makes being autistic so unbearable

[the_only_ugly_YWG]

So basically Nashville sits right in the subtropical zone but it still gets pretty cold in winter because of it's continental position, so it's climate during winter is basically at a "tug of war" so to speak between it's subtropical position and it's continental position, sometimes the subtropical position makes it pretty warm in winter but at the same time it's continental position prevents it from having a consistent sub-zero free winter, this can be extrapolated to other people's perception of me believe it or not

People sometimes smile at me because they can immediately sense that there's something wrong with me, so they smile at me and treat me with kindness because of pity and because they feel sorry for me, at the same time they also stare at me and treat me like I'm a notorious rapist who just got released from prison because of the fact that I just look extremely creepy and rapey because of superficial things outside of my control, so basically people's perception of me is at a constant "tug of war" of feeling sorry for me and feeling pity for me, and feeling extremely creeped out and repulsed by me, sometimes the pityful side wins and that say they might smile at me and even say hello, and sometimes the creeped out side wins and they just stare at me like I'm some fucking freak who's just insulted them by dare existing in their proximity, this sometimes happens with the same person over time, which is why I've come up with a term for this phenomena

 

[Ibrahim997]

The worst part is most folk only tolerate you at best. Which means you are othered very often.

 

[Friezacel]

So basically Nashville sits right in the subtropical zone but it still gets pretty cold in winter because of it's continental position, so it's climate during winter is basically at a "tug of war" so to speak between it's subtropical position and it's continental position, sometimes the subtropical position makes it pretty warm in winter but at the same time it's continental position prevents it from having a consistent sub-zero free winter, this can be extrapolated to other people's perception of me believe it or not

I have no idea what i just read

 

[Emba]

Whatever you say Elvis