"Can fucking anything go right for me" is thought that constantly crosses my mind when I am constant faced with minor inconveniences whether it's my computer freezing up for a whole 2 minutes or me accidently breaking something that I could easily replace with $20 these minor inconveniences seem to always happen to me all the time and if I was living a normal life with an actual future these inconveniences wouldn't bother me so much but now I want to just start breaking stuff but luckily I'm in control of emotions enough to not do so but that doesn't mean I don't go rants against my computer or the mysterious of life to myself screaming sometimes with how fucking angry I am, In many ways it's embarrassing how easily I'm losing control but it's not like I've ever had control of my life anyways.
