When i think of better days i think of the days when i was a young adult between 18 and 22. I was still lonely during the those days but i was able to manage it so much better then i do now. It to be used so easy for me to sink my time into a video game and brush my sadness away, at the time i thought those days to be the worst days only to now realize that they were better days, My brain is no longer fit to truly combat the negative affects of loneliness, I rarely even play video games any more and all i think about is how lonely i truly am and how my life is gonna end tragically. There are only brief moments where it's not like that and those moments are fewer and fewer every month that passes.
